I Need to know!

I have to be the worst person when it comes to relationships! I'm sick and tired of screwing things up, or things just happening to me. I know I can't be the ONLY one. I just need some advice or something. I lost it the other day and sliced my arm. I haven't cut in forever, and the was my breaking point. I just lost it. My last bf cheated on me, and I really cared about him, and I think I still love him.... I need help.

-Liz-
~Don't critisize, or harmonize my sweet, blissful sanity~

And it's you that's screwing things up is it? He cheated on YOU and you cut yourself over it?! NO boy is worth doing that over, no matter how much you felt for the person. There is always gonna be another guy for you and obviously that guy wasn't him. So move on, but don't cut yourself over it.

HE isn't the reason I cut, I lost it over the fact that that is the 15th relationship that I couldn't keep. Yes HE cheated, but it's the fact that this ALWAYS happens to me! I have to be like a fricken jinx or something? Now you cannot tell me that there isn't something odd about that.

What's odd about is that you're blaming yourself when really it ISN'T your fault. A lot of girls do this and it confuses the heck out of me. Now, I don't know you really and I don't know the whole situation, but if it keeps happening to YOU then you're just not having the right relationships.

What kind of guys do you go after?

Sweet, funny, attractive(to me), music lovers, guys with imaginations, poets, inspirations. Why?
And sorry I'm confusing you but I just need to know if this is going to last forever. My unluckiness with relationships, I mean 15 bad relationships in a row. There has to be something wrong there.