Its Odd How Things End Up

Okay. When I was about...5. I met a little boy. I didn't know his name, All I know it was one of my mom's friend's nephew. He was 6, and called me name.
Well, we hung out all the time, never got a long, and suddenly, at the age of 8, he and I stopped talking.
6th grade, There was this really cute boy in my band class named Sean Richardson. He was really funny, and we started talking.
He always found a way to make me laugh. But I never thought I was good enough for him.
Every weekend he and I would go skating, and I decided to ask him to be my boyfriend. That day he told me that he was moving to Tennesee, and he didn't know if he'd be back. So, we gave eachother our email addresses.
The summer before my sophomore year, Sean came back to Muncie, and I invited him to hang out with me and my BF at that time.
We went to my house and swam, I had a great time.

A few weeks later, he and I began going to the reservoir while my BF at that time went to band practice.
The first Day of school, my sophomore year, my bf at that time broke up with me, and 2 days later Sean asked me out.

Sean and I have been dating for a little over a year now, and turns out, he's the little boy I knew when I was young. :P
We love eachother, we plan on being together for a long time. ((And its not the gay teenage lust thats all sex))
He and I haven't even had sex, nor do we plan on it until we are married, or older at least.
So yes, there is my love story. Its odd, and I never thought anything so Fairy Tale like could ever happen to me. But this shows that it can.
The world is a small place.
J<3ZZ

OMFG!!! this sounds so much like my story... sorta... me and this guy that i love and still love met when i was 4 and he was 5. we never got along... at all... or at least i didnt get along with him... and we were in a couple plays together but then he stopped being in them so i didnt see him... 10 years later i got invited to a cast party for a musical my mom played the piano for... the cast party was at the main actors house... turns out the main actor is that guys dad!!! me and him exchanged numbers and we talked for a while and dated... and then we broke up because he loved me and cared for me too much that stuff that was happening was scaring him and he didnt want to hurt me... or at least thats what he said...

Well.
My dad died while Sean and I were dating, and I ended up in a mental hospital.
He visited me, and supported me, kept me as sane as he could.
And he helped me recover.
It scared him, but he loved me so much, that he was willing to be with me, through thick and thin..
I dont understand why he would break up with you because he loved you too much.
Im sorry that you two broke up. :(

Well we both wanted to have sex but its against our religious beliefs to have sex before marriage and he couldnt control himself one night and if i hadnt been able to we would have... and it took ALOT to... just knowing that we shouldnt stopped me... and he couldnt think about having sex with me knowing it would hurt me... it bothered him... and so he broke up with me because he cared... alot... but now he is bein an @$$ cuz he wont talk to me but that could be because i thought some stuff that wasnt true and cussed him out and stuff and he didnt think i would ever do that and when i said the stuff i said it hurt him so he ignores what i say because he is in pain and it hurts me not to talk to him but as long as he is happy, i feel like im worth something... even if i have to go thru the torture i am going thru... my mom threatened to put me in a mental hospital...

Well. Sean and I have talked about sex, and yes, its hard to control. but he respects my space, my decisions. and he would never break up with me over that.
All i do is have to say no, and he'll stop.
I dont think its because he cared, hun.
I think its because he cared about your body more than you.
And yeah, guys make excuses, I had that problem with an ex, but i realized that he didnt want me, he wanted my virginity.

I know he didnt care about that... i dont know how... i just do... its like i have a mental bond with him... like when he feels pain, i feel the same pain... and vice versa... and how i can feel his presence when he is thinkin about me... its creepy...

I understand what you mean.
But its like...feeling something for someone who doesnt feel anything back.
its painful. Ive been through it..
It sucks... :((

Yea... i tried another relationship just to see if i felt anything at all and to see if it could help me get over him but it made it worse... i mean all i did was hold the dudes hand and imense pain shot up thru my arm and went thru my whole body... cant be in another one...

Sure you can.
Just get the other one out of your mind.
if you think about him like a total jack@$$ (which he is)
Then it will be easier to get over him.
Dont think like you still love him.
Think about him for what he did to you. (which was a lie, and dumb, from what i see)

But it hurts me to think about him that way... and u had to have known him... i wrote a new poem... check it out...

Ok, rewind
im not saying that you dont feel love.
but im saying that you cant hold onto him,
when he did that to you.
I do understand,
I went through it.
I figured out that I could find someone who would love me,
without leaving me because he couldnt hold himself back, who would RESPECT my decisions.
Im not telling you to let him go,
do as you please.
you want to hold on? go ahead.
but dont hold on to a person who cant respect your space.
He cared for you, he was attracted to you,
but he left you because he couldnt hold himself back.
its dumb, thats all im saying.
Dont attack me, i didnt mean to cause you pain.

It wasnt really about u... it was about my stepdad and some ppl i know...

Did u read the consequences??? that one is basically my soul... and i have tried to let go and i want to let go... but something... i dunno what... but somethin is holding on...

Sounds real sweet thats great that you found someone you love. Hopefully things will last =)