Ready to give up

Im 17 so im supposed to know about all this but i dont and i just am so ready to give up. So short version... i dated this guy he told me he loved me i said it back and i did i still do we broke up 2 yrs ago then we dated again in sept and it ended about 1 1/2 months ago. I still love him and he claims he still loves me but that b/c of the gang he was in he didnt want to see me get hurt so he ended it now hes dating the schools slut. we still talk especially since he takes my bus and lives 2 minutes from my farm so when he looked at me the other day and said i had that look on my face that i was hiding some thing i finally confronted him. I told him he broke my heart that i love him and that i know how much he wants to be friends and im trying but everytime i have to see him with "her" it kills me. My family and friends don t like him and tell me to move on but if it wasn't meant to be why cant i get him out of my mind and since evryone thinks i can do better for guys than why is it i cant see that in myself and why do i keep going back to him. help anything would be appreciated.

Yeah sweety.. i know it sucks that it does hurt like it does.. and thing is you cant stop him going with these other girls or that girl..
if he is lowering himself to date someone liek her instead of you then let time heal you and youll move on when you are ready to if you try make yourself move on it wont happen honest it wont love..

i always say time is a great healer and it really is true.. it might seem longer that it really is to take to get over him hun but tht is coz you two got bk together etc..

but we have to have the ones who break our hearts.. the ones who can make us smile then cry and finally break our hearts..
but thing is its true ppl dont always believe it.. the are army of lovers waiting to meet you in your future hun and you just got to wait an be paitent.. i no tht sucks having to wait but believe me there is someone out there for you and they will make you smile and they will make you cry with laughter and when you cry of sadness they will wipe your eyes..

you just gotta wait hun...
im ratterling on now lol
just walk the other way when you see them and when you feel down over gthem or him doing something what will make you smile and laugh

take care hun
xhx

I kind of was in the same situation.....and still kinda am lol anyways the best thing to do would be to try to move on i mean your always going to love him and hes always going to love you. maybe one day you guys will be back together but for now you should just try something else.

I honestly feel like i am lol.. i was someone onli COMPLETLY worth it not just a fling ....&& cant realli find it

Thanks everyone i understand its hard but i still suck at just dealing and i cant talk to my friends about it cause they're all like gog cant you just move on none of them have had a serious b/f and they dont understand.

I hope so