mcrmysbobertthe spanis pengien
17 years ago
I get stressed out and I eat when im stressed. my Cusins are always whineing they are spoiled brats and my aunt treats them like angels.YeT saying there smarter than me and better than me (there 10 and5!)I feel like I can never do enough to please my dad and I feel depressed and rejected I feel like im loseing it.It has all added to my alresady depression low self esteem(really LOW SELF ESSTEEM)and anxitey problums on top of all that my cloths are tightning and I keep on gaining weight im chubby I went from 115 to 132 .And I cant figure out if I should give my mom a second chance to lo ve me or stay away so shewould treat me like crap.But it may be better than my dad hitting me again .IM CONFUSED HELP!!!! |
The Sky is Falling
17 years ago
I don't have a weight issue. Unless you say being 119 pounds and being 6'2 is a problem. Though I hate my weight it is better then what it used to be before I left my father's house. Which was 99 pounds. Yes I know horrible. Me and my father didn't get along and I never ate. Believe me now all I do now is eat ^^ |
mcrmysbobertthe spanis pengien
17 years ago
Im 5'9 so to me it is a problum I want to fix. |
elmozbabiigurl7
17 years ago
HmMm.. yeah i have a big problem wit food i tend to eat till i get sick tehn throw it up.. then eat more as much as i eat tho i seem to lose it an gain more i should go on strike i so dont wanna end up eating my life away n on the jerry springer show wit those insane couples tru story |
xJoinMeInDeathx
17 years ago
Well i see where your comming from mostly on the weight thing. I have a medium to small stucture but my weight is begining to increase, Iam 5'9ish as well, weighing in at around 140 on a good day. Pretty shitty, its been a rather bad year, stressed out, gained weight droped all my hobbies. So , maybe if you can, find somthing your interested in, Writing, Music, or what have you, and when things get tough get away from it all by doing somthing you love for a while, blow everything off.. even though surpressing emotions isnt healthy very much.. it could help maybe? |
Woe
17 years ago
Uhhh.. whats wrong with me?? |
xfAdInGxaWaYx
17 years ago
^Haha amen to that. I'm 5"1 and weigh about 70kg (have no idea what it is in pounds) but it's heavy and I would kill to weigh less. But what the hell its me and I ain't gonna change 'coz I can't be bothered exercising. Take your BMI it tells you more than those stupid height to weight ratio charts. If you try to address your weight now with your depression it will only make things worse I know from experience. Sort out your family issues first and then if your weight is so important to you address that last. |