Feelings I can't figure Out

This week has been a really bad week. my best friend and i just got into a fight and he didn't talk to me for awhile and i asked him what was wrong and he told me i was acting like one of his exgirlfriends. i cried for two days and i don't really know why. who else has feelings that they can never figure out? i only have a few friends and thats because you can never find good friends now days everyone is fake, and you can't make a friendship out of that. when you do find someone that makes you happy you don't want to let go of that person. that's how i really feel about him but i take everything and keep inside, but i want him to know how i feel, i have no idea what to do. He is talking to me now, i just have so much that i need to tell him.

Long story short:

It sucks to be between the ages of 11 and 20.