Don't know how to react.

I don't know how to react. I lost my best friend my brother, my hero in auto accident. He was coming home from prom. He was suppose to graduate tonight with my best friend. It tears me up and I'm taking it really hard. I'm recieving his diploma tonight at the ceromony. I feel honored. But the thing is why am I shaking so bad. I love my brother.

Amanda :'(

I would try to relate to your situation to help you, but honestly, I haven't experienced that particular pain. It is hard to part with a loved one, especially close family. I would assume everyone is shaken up after a death of someone dear. Some people never get to know their siblings and it is a great thing that you got that chance and even better that you grew together. Even when a loved one does pass, memories will always remain. Cherish your memories of him, and he will always remain close to your heart. Even if your brother is no longer with you, Amanda, no one can take away the joyful memories of him. I know I am not much help, but if you need someone to talk to, simply send me a message, if I am around the computer, I will gladly speak with you more in depth about the subject, k? take care and wipe away the tears for your brother will never truly you. One day you will once again be with him.

Sincerely,

~The Black Angel Lloyd Rose~

I wish I could tell you how to react, but when I lost my friend in an auto accident I found out that Greving was aprt of it. And there really is no way not to react. Everyone deals with it in there own way. But what I can tell you is your brother must be dang proud of you, and is probably thanking you for doing this for him.