Need help desperately

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I was with a guy who really didnt care about me. I was completely to blind to see that he was hung up over other girls. My friends tell me that I let people push me around. There is a reason for it but its not something IM interested in discussing. But anyway we lasted 7 months, and then he dumped me. I dont exactly know why. But that same night I went to walmart and I met a new guy. I was extremely depressed and heart broken so me and my friend were gonna go skating, then we decided to go to the mall and realized it was about to close, and then so we went to walmart because it was open and we are ijn kentucky and complete rednecks. So there we are outside waiting for our ride when we have given up hope and there is this beautifull guy. I myself am really short, he was about 4 inches taller then me, and he has black hair, green eyes, a six pack, and very tan. He was sitting on the curb listening to music. My friend I was with (Tara) goes "hey I knwo you! you are my boyfriends friend". So he is like "yeah", and then she tells him about how I just got dumped and he gave me the saddest look, like of understanding. His friend then pulled in waiting on the curb, and the guy (steven) throws him his keys and says, "can you bring me my car?" and then comes a very awesome silver mitzubishi eclipse. right? awesome. I was sooo happy. he took a particular interest in me. we have been hanging out and getting to know eachother for the last week and became a bit more then friend, and then we were official, and then he broke it off after two days. He said he felt horrible. He is leaving for florida, bc his sister in law is in jail and his brother is stuck with all sorts of debts and a demonic 3 year old and he cannot handle it. At first I was cool with it bc he said he was going to be back over the summer. And then he said he wasnt sure if he was copming back .I offered that we could stay together until he left, and then split so he could have his freedom and he was cool with it bc he understood that I cannot handle another break up right now. Then the next day he said he felt to bad and had a huge conscience about it. So we are split up but talk constantly and see eachother so much we migth as well be together, but im hurting inside. i think he will be back. He says its possible. What I didnt get was why he would even consider me when he has had so much better. I dont look even half as good as I do in that pic. But for some reason this guy is there and cares. But I know he is gonna have some chicks to be with when he is in florida. It's gonna kill me. The thought. and now I cannot think of anyone else. I feel as though I have known him my whole life and we are in love, but the truth is I havent known him but a week. Im getting really clingy, and cannot help it. He expects me to keep calling him and meethim online every day when he is gone and we arent evenm together, but i cannot break it off because i care a bit to much. I stil have hope there is a way to be together. But i know im going to be thinking about him all summer and really miss out. I am stuck. I need encouragement or advice. PLEASE HELP!!! thank you