FEEL DESERTED EVEN AMONGST ALL.

I'VE SO MANY FRIENDS.BUT NEVER GOT ONE I WISHED.WHOM SO EVER I BELIEVED OR LIKED THEY LEFT OR BETRAYED ME(VERY BADLY).
AS AFTER A SNAKE'S BITE WE ARE AFRAID OF AN EARTHWORM, THE SAME THING HAPPENED WITH ME.
WHY DO I FEEL LIKE AN EMPTY WORTHLESS VESSEL?WHY I AM OSTRACIZED?
LUCKY ARE THEY WHO HAVE GOT A FRIEND TO SHARE THEIR PAIN.
I SHARE IT ONLY WITH GOD WHO NEVER COMES AND PAT MY HEAD.

God is with you and he talks back to you, but with all the loud noise going on outside and around houses, you can't hear him. He speaks in whispers, and if all is silent, then you can hear him. He is with you always.

Hey it always happens to me too...I can surely relate to what you are going through...But God's always around as long as you believe in him..He sees,he hears you...he'll never desrt you..Experiences make you stronger in life...It's just a part of life...Your life never ends coz your friend betrayed you..if they hurt you,they sure don't deserve your tears..You need'nt trouble yourself crying over tehm...they'll ultimately pay 4 what they've done
Keep faith in God..Belive you will be able to move forward...
You can PM me if there is anything u need to talk about..I'll be more than glad=)
Best wishes
xxPoojaxx

Thanks Tinker bell !! Obviously you are an Angel.
I know God is with me but dont you think so that to cross this long bridge of life we need someone who are physically existant?? Human beings are social by nature. Aren't they??

Hey Pooja!! Thanks for your reply. Really a nice experience to make an Indian friend abroad!!
I'll be more than glad to share my experiences with you provided you will do the same. Promise???

Lol...sure sweety..u can Pm wenever u wish to tok=)

Lol..the next sentence"Experience makes you stronger in life"...=)
yeah my belief is mine...
I never asked anyone to believe that I think is right...
yeah...your belief is yours too;)

I CAN UNDERSTAND AND FEEL GOD'S LOVE. I WILL NOT DENY IT. BUT DO YOU THINK SO THAT WITHOUT A PYSICAL EXISTANCE IT IS POSSIBLE TO CROSS OUR LIVES?? AND I M SURE GOD WILL NEVER MANIFEST HIMSELF AS A FRIEND FOR ME. WILL HE?

EVEN I BELIEVE DAT "EXPERIENCES MAKE US STRONGER PROVIDED WE LEARN SOMETHING FROM THEM !!

LOL..great dear..
Look...God obviusly won't come to you as a friend..yeah you need a human as a friend..lol..and I get it that you are scared to go for some new friend..it happens when everyone deserts some one for one reason or the other or for no reason at all...
But...if you really pray..and as you said "talk to God" and if it's meant to happen..you'll certainly find someone much more deserving than those who were in your life before...
And..u need'nt be scared to find new friends..duh!
...Those ex-friends of yours will not cry or be sorry or regret that they hurt you...you are just wasting time over someone who don't even care to know you are hurt..
I guess you should move on with life and try to find better friends...who knows..maybe something good is ahead of you..

Lol
XD

HA HA HA ..... I WILL SURELY MOVE ON IN A MUCH BETTER WAY. BUT MEMORIES OF GOOD FRIENDS WILL ALWAYS HAUNT US. WONT THEY?? BUT STILL I WILL LAUGH AND GIGGLE. HA HA HA HA HA HA HA....................................

I agree with hatsumomo up there.... you gotta make youself happy!!
god is a fairy tale.. like the tooth fairy & easter bunny.. but if it makes you happy to believe then go ahead...

we all like to pretend santa's real now & then right?

YOU R RIGHT AMANDA !! I 'VE TO GO ON AS I CANT WAIT FOR A FRIEND OR A LOVER TO COME TO MY LIFE !!

I agree with u too. But dont u think so that being humanbeings we all creave for some warmth and love?? U can ask urself when u r alone. And the answer will be YES .. Consciously or unconsciously we all die for it. isn't it ???

Yes dear you are right..obvious enough you'll have to hope that there will surely be someone who will always be there for you..maybe you should hope tyo met that person sooner..rather than backing out telling that many of your ex-friends broke your heart and now you feel lonely..you should move on to find someone..

Theres always someone somewhere that is probably looking for someone to. You might meet them anywhere..

BLESSED BE YOU !! MAY IT COMES TRUE AS SOON AS POSSIBLE !!

Or not, how many people go through life alone? Answer: everyone is truely alone.

Ouch man. topic starter person has a nice way with words, even if they are in capslock. don't worry, you'll find a true friend someday. Promise. =]

HI PHANTASMAGORIA !! U SAID THAT TOPIC STARTER HAS A NICE WAY WITH WORDS!! DONT MIND, BUT I JUST WANNA ASK. U REALLY MEAN IT OR IT IS A SARCASTIC REMARK?? I'LL WAIT FOR YOUR ANSWER !!

I meant it.

THANKS VERY MUCH!!! U R AN ANGEL !!

You are very welcome =]

MY PLEASURE !!