Why does poeple leave

Whats so wrong with me..everyone seems to leave me..My mom left me when i was 6 then my grandpa passed away when he was pretty much all i ever had..then my grandma is really sick and i dont like visiting her it hurts soo bad..then my dad did something he Always promised he would never do..he walked out on me and then my best friedn gets killed in a car accident..what soo wrong with me..am i really that bad to be around..i dunno..all i do is hide in my bedroom all the time tryin to figure out what i can change so someone will love me.....and it makes me soo mad becuz now that i am living with my mom she can never figure out why im depressed.and everydream i have she turns down..but someday im gonna prove her wrong..when i turn 18 i might just disapear for a while and just go away and think..but thank you anyone whos listening..it feels good to get some of this stuff off my chest

Listen i am sorry for your loss and i think we have a lot in common, everyone i loved has left me and is no longer with me so i relate completely to how you feel. its good you express this though and get in touch if you want to chat ok xxxx take kare xxx

Hey, i can totally understand your feelings. I feel the same and have the same thoughts like you. I lost my love of the life and it seems that just everyone who is around me leave me after some time, so i know what you feel.

Some times.. its a test... for you to be stronger..

beats me.. kinda alike. i live alone now.. parents already left me alone when i was 5.

ive only given a unit to live and money.. ive never had bestfriends... see?? ure not alone...

Yeah well thank you everyone..but im not strong..see i have a boyfriend and he tells me he loves me but i can never say it back..i know deep down i love him too i just dont want to becuz what if he leaves..i dunno..lol..maybe im just paranoid..but thank you everyone for your comments

You havent left yourself have you? be grateful! some people loose themselves.
i wish i realised that sooner........
But i know how you feel, the worlds against you and no one cares.
but when you pull through this you will be stronger then anyone.

Why endure if life has brought so much pain? Maybe you can't handle it anymore. The thing is everyone tells you to be happy and get over it. But its not that simple, easy to say not do. We can never truely know how someone else feels, because we are not them. We are not in their heads. And although some feelings can be shared, others are felt diffrently more or less deeply. The one who understands yourself better then anyone is you. Only you can say whats best for you, and if sadness seems overwhelming, YOU will have to find a way to deal with it.