i swear...i have a knife beside me...i just wanna go...

read my poem called "Farewell note". might give you some insight into it.

IMO, not worth it. you'll die some days anyway, better odds to make a better life for yourself while you're alive. strength is the key. if you're strong enough to overcome the feeling of suicide then you're a strong ass mother fucker, because you overcame death. that shows something. if you wana talk, PM me.

only you can stop yourself from doing something but it would be the biggest mistake of your life. im hear if u wanna talk at all cus talking sometimes helps things killing your just cuses more problems bye for now talk if u want
~kathleeny~

like ive responded to so many of the same topics. u are only 13 yrs old u have so much life in front of u if u just look beyond the now. things can get hard at times but everyone goes thru trying times in their life doenst mean u have to give up. im sure there r ppl who care and would b hurt deeply if u were gone. i myself lost my bro when he was 13 its been 2 yrs and i suffer everyday as if it was the 1st day it doenst hurt any less. there is so much u can do in ur life u can do anything you want with ur life. u can find such happiness that really whatever u feel now wont even mattter then it ll b ur past something u overcame and left behind. give urself the chance to live and find happiness in the little things life has to offer. let ppl have the chance to get to know the great person im sure u are and to one day find true love and self worth. dont give up so early when u havent even began to see whats ahead of u.

Okay now see...If you're really serious about dying y ou wouldn't put it up on here..
You would DO IT! So Go see a psychiatrist...Get your help and live on in your 13 yr old world..>Yes things may seem bad right now...Just go see doc get help move on...

I don't know where ppl get this whole idea of

'if your really serious about dying you wouldn't put it up here'

Just cos they r posting here it dusnt mean they arent serious, they're crying out for help and need to be helped! not judged on whether they are going to do it or not! And it sumtimes takes a lot of courage to ask for help, and this type of critisim cud be the one thing that pushes them over the edge.
So hun...you're not fake, you're not attention seeking, you just need sum help. I suggest if u can, try and tell someone close to u, or make an appointment with ur GP and they will arrange for u to talk with sumone, There ARE options out there that can help you get better, theres always something to try. So dont give up, cos it can really get better eventually. Things can always get better, aslong as u want them too though!

I think u wer v brave for posting and asking for help :-)

wow

Oh babes thats horrible - you are so young and to think things only get worse - seriously stop being so selfish - not having a go at you or the way your feeling as I have felt like on many occassions - and almost carried it thru but babes seriously put life into perspective by looking at the rest of the world and the dramas and problems they struggle to face and live thru everyday! People in third world countries who dont worry about what the ppl at skool think about them but worry about whether they can eat and drink today, whether the gangrene will cause their legs to have to be removed, how many hundreds of miles they have to walk to get anything close to fresh water, the parents watching their children suffer incurable diseases in hospital beds, those children who dont even have parents who love them, who worry about their next heart transplant or who can donate them a liver so they can survive another six months....have a read of my poem THANKYOU JACK an encounter that me a changed person seriously - and more importantly hun think of the wonderful friends and family you have whos tears would never stop falling if you done that to yourself - you are very loved I have no doubt about that! If all else fails do what I do and go to church or similar you will certainly find the answers you seek there
With love and friendship
And support if you want it - check my profile

Eirisa