Xx trying to be strong but only just holding onxX
17 years ago
Have you ever felt sad and lonely.. deep down inside.. because of the things that you are doing... |
Xx trying to be strong but only just holding onxX
17 years ago
Well im sorry but its not things that i can really fix.. and i don't no how i can fix it... and i can't fix any of this |
Sweet lig
17 years ago
Hmm yah but i am now recover and i hope it also help u.. well i wanted u to share my sides.. u can call me stupid but its ok hehe.. a couple of years i was met a guy but he is not from our counrty he came to another country and we have different cultures.. we've been dating for morethan a week and oneday he told me that he likes me and wanted me to be hes gf but i refuse! after that he never been talked w/me and send me any text msg or call me, and one day one of my friend and hes friends also told me that he got a new gf and few days later he got new gf again, mostly of hes gf are prostitute and i was thougth that time that i was hurt him bcoz he doesnt admit that i was reject him. but to be honest when i found he got gf i was feel jealous and get hurt coz i realize i felt inlove w/him now but its now too late so i let those feelings to fades.. and after one yeart we met each other again but he is now getting married and soon to be a father coz hes fiance is pregnant.that time we having a dinner together w/his dad, some friends and but hes wife is not there. i felt that time that he still likes me coz i can see to hes eyes always staring at me and hes so quite.. but when hes dad was arrived he started to say about me, that i am now more prettier than bfore,i gain weight and etc.. and my friends told me he always ask about me even he is now getting married.. untill now my friends still communicating him he is really such a very responsible to his famliy.. and i told my self do i made i rigth decision? well its very possible if i dont refuse his love .. we are living together now but im such a stupid i dont give him a chance to show his love on me... so i feel so regret.. but i am now ok that was a good memory for me and nice experience and atleast if ever happens to me again i know what to do hehehe... |
Beautiful Chaos
17 years ago
Everyone gets sad and lonely sometimes, I have had so many sad and lonely times in my life it is easier to remember those than the happy times, atleast that is how it feels somedays. Everything in life is fixable, with the exception of death of course. If we really want to change something, we will find a way to do it, but sometimes even change for the better can be scary. Convincing yourself that something can never be done is a good way to make sure it never is. |
HaileyHelen
17 years ago
Yea im sad and lonely all the time! i cant help it i feel like??????? idk! im all alone and all the things that have happened 2 me really jus make me sad! |
Blood Angel
17 years ago
I think we've all at some point felt sad and lonley. |
HaileyHelen
17 years ago
Hey! i luv ur icon sooooooooo cute! |