Why Must This Have Happened To Me?? ((I really need advice))

When I was 6 years old in kindergarden I lost my lil brother. He was 3 years old and we were very close while we were watching tv he used to always sit on my back when i'm laying on the floor and play with my hair. I miss him so much. It was the most horrible experience I had to watch him die i was only 6 so i couldnt do anything he was just laying on the side walk bloody and unconcious and my mom trying to do CPR to bring him back to life. I will never forget that and I miss him so badly and sometime i cry myself to sleep at night because i miss him so much it gets me so depressed and i know he wouldn't want me to be like this how do i make so I stop being depressed and that I get help getting over his death? Help plz? I'm a wreck

Awww dear don't be heart broken...
i am really not fit in these situation but i don't like to see people like this...
we all will die whether die young or old
so please cheer

You feel sad because he left you, angry that god toke him. You have seen frist hand that life isn't always happy. No one is safe from this cruelty, least of all the innocent. Never will you truely get over this. But you you can learn form it, what that is only you can say.

Oh no i understand how u feel... coz i have the same feelings when i lost my bro last year.. i've been so hard for how many months, coz everytime i was thinking about him, more when i brought him in hospital, im so depressed that time and i was blaming my self. im almost dying for crying.. well now i just realize that GOD has a planned for him.. only i can say to u, just continue living and accept it coz all things that happen has a reasons!

cheer up!