Why do i have to feel this way?

I hate my self.... i felt inlove to someone i didnt seen him yet in person. my feelings for him was so strong. there are times everyday,everysecond,everyminute,everyhour hes always on my mind,, and i really hate this kind of feelings, i am trying not to think about him but why still hes always on my mind? he always said that he really loves me, he wants to live w/me for the rest of hes life. we've talking for almost two years and he sent some things just to prove that he really loves me actually he is planing to come over here in my country but im so scared i love him but im not ready for this. pls what do i need to do,, i doesnt like to regret someday. i want to forget about him but what do i need to do hes always in my heart.

You sound scared. then only way to get over it it's to go through it. do what your heart tells you. not your fear

Give him a chance, u are scared of love. But u should think that he will move again to his own country so maybe it is best to just move on and consider him a friend. unless u r ok with long distance relations. BTW im not ok with that but whatever its ur life.