I had a....

I had a little mental breakdown today... ended up with the name of a girl i had a crush on in middle school carved into my arm...

So i called my friend and he calmed me down and such, I'm better now except a little woozey from blood loss.

I guess it was caused by lonelyness, i think what i have learned today is that humans can only be alone for so long before they break down.

so if you have a crush on somebody, tell them how you feel, ask them out even. it is better to get shot down then to never try.

Ssoo...what are you going to do now?

I don't know. Try and find me a girlfriend so that don't happen again. =/

I am on medication. Its for my schizophrenia. Like i said, I had a break down. It happens to people all the time.

Ive done this before...and the names still on my left arm bold and healed ..wish i never did it now...:|

Oh man im sorry... yea lonelyness is the worst thing to ever go through but try to get over this some other way than a substitute... what if you have a girlfriend then love her and she breaks up with you? then youll feel quite lonely like myself lol just be careful

One shouldn't need a partner in order to feel secure about oneself. really the only person you can truely rely on is yourself

Ok first off I'm really sorry to the original poster =( Complete meltdowns are not fun =( I have them on a normal basis even on the med's that my doctor has me on =P Hope your doing alright now and it doesn't happen again for a while ^_^

Secondly to the poster above me I agree with you on yourself being the only person you can ever really rely on but I think what the man meant about needing to find a girlfriend to keep it from happening again is that then he won't feel so completely alone ALL the time ^_^ I feel the same way =p

Rhea

Yes that's fine and all but people still need to learn how to cope on their own and handle life.

i remember reading a post that someone wrote a while ago. they said that they had been cutting for a while and they fell in love with someone which made them stop cutting. now as good as that is. it just makes me think that if you stopped cutting because you fell in love not for yourself and because you found better ways to cope then it poses the question of what happens if they break up. will they go back to cutting then.

my point is. that if we rely so heavily on other people to make us feel better and to stop us from doing certain things then we pretty much hand over our will. as much as it sucks to be alone make sure that when you enter into a relationship it's for the right reasons otherwise you will just end up getting hurt even more.