KISS AnD TeLL...

WHAT WILL YOU SAY WITH MY STORY?

tHIS IS THE STORY OF MY LIFE

since i was a kid, i never experience to play with other kid or have friends with other's and i also not close in any one of my relatives... mother side. father side. i don't have...

my mother thought me how to be aloof to all people here in my environment...

i never knew how to love and how to care to other... and how to appreciate their existance... to all circumtancess of my life was only leaving in unknown dimension were only me were there...

until i met Mary Jane P. Tenioso
(my best friend in high school)
and
Mark John b. Manuel (gay)
(My first love ever!)

grade 1 to grade 3 im studying in publick school were my mother was teaching... my mother is a teacher there... he teaching grade 6 student section 2... we have only 2 section there... sec.1 and 2...

then my parent's finally deside to transferred to a private school... who were the environment pure religouse... besides our director was Fr. Mark Manabat (former priest director...at 2001 Among Mark was deside to exchanged with other priest... i mean he will transfer were the new priest before... the new priest was Fr.Ed Masa...)

on the first day of school on a private school... grade 4... i don't have any friends before... because i am to aloof... and afraid in some circumtances... i don't want my parents to know i have a friend... despite of my father is very strick i am not allowed, my parent won't say i am not willing to be friends to other... but they ussually say's that you can't trust your friends... cos their false believe... they believe friends can destroy my image, i mean they were just bad imfluence and they were after in what you have not in what you are...) until high scool... i am still all alone then Josephine, Joy, and Mellisa came through... i am at my sophomore stage in highschool and Josephine, Joy, and Mellisa was just a freshman... we all bot became friends... whenever my classmate insulting me, they were there at my side to protect me, that's why id been glad when i met them, but all of things has their on ending right... on my 3rd year Mellisa transfer in a publick highschool because can't afford the payment's in private, Joy was stop studying cos no money, only Josephine was left behinds me, but were not be so close unlike before she was just come after me if she has a problem, some emotional and i am there just to raise her spirit so that her mood back to life, i hate seing crying, i feel that i been curse cos of my situation, you know i am not pretty or sexy like other women has, but still i know how to be adjust with other people, although some was flastic....

Then at my 3rd year i meet Mary Jane, Mary Grace, Angelica, and Sinque.... they were both classmates... i am section 5 at my 3rd year but them they were section 8 the last section is 12... to all of them Mary Jane that i can say that been really part of me... as a friend to best friend... before i forgot before i became friends Joy, Mellis and Josephine at my first year high school i meet mark John B. manuel, he was a gay, but still i love him...

i told mark John that i love him on March 20 2004 before graduation, then he start to stay away from me, how it's really hurt to love ha!!! i call him by my cell phone, begging him not to change on me even i like him, he said... hey! don't cry to much, reserve the remaining for the graduation, and it's ok, we still friends... that's why i feel like in heaven when he said does words to me, even he don't love atlist the friendship wil remain, but he lied, he just want me to calm down, then it was still the same, you know if i did not know mark john i will think i was a lesbian,!!!

Mary Jane know's it she's the only one who knows about it... cos were best friend already...

as what i said before all of things has their own ending... when i came at my 1st college then start to loose our communication up to know she forgot already my b-day... i always texting her, calling her, no responce... id been worried, and finally i deside to stop,!!! i don't know what happen to her, anyway i don't care, i care for her still, but what should i do, if she left me already?

anyway i have a new friend here in my college life she was Chery Lynn Delos Santos... we both same course... Management and Entreprenuer...

my parents allow me already to have friends cos i told them that "what do you want to happen to my life? to be alone forever, instead my life be wonderfull you just ruin my life little by little..."
they said it's just for my own good... yeah i understand by i am not longer a kid... i know what is right and wrong already...

(ANY REACTION?)

I can understand how your parents cared were worried about you but they just act wrong

as for you, i really hope you will find true friends soon

by the way i am just curios about your religion
could you message me and telling me what's your religion(if you don't mind of course)

Haha... i am a catholic