Just need to get this off my chest really...

  • Ryu
    19 years ago

    Theres this girl that im starting to fall for and like... She has a boyfriend but shes told me before that shes falling in love with me and doesnt even love her bf. Shes also said things like we both really wanna be with each other but cant because of her having a boyfriend and stuff. Me and her are like geting closer and stuff and even like are geting sexual (not like sex or oral or anything but like just touching alittle) and anyways today we did a 3 way with her boyfriend on the phone and I was "secretly on". I asked her to do this cuz I wanted to see how they act together and of course her bf didnt know I was on. Well in the middle of the convo all of a sudden shes like "DC, tell me you love me" and hes like "I feel werid doing that..." So shes like "I love you" and hes like "I love you too" and im just thinking to myself...She knows im on and knows im falling for her and tells me she is for me too and yet shes saying she loves her bf and asking him to say it back when im on the phone with her... So anyways I hung up and at like 9 or so she called me tonight and we talked and I started thinking about it and got rude with her and we hung up and I cut my arm... I havnt done that in months... Im not going to start doing that again ugh well sorry I just needed to let that out.

  • Ryu
    19 years ago

    I guess your right :)