I think too much

Well 7 years ago my Pop past away and i feel like i was never realy that close to him,but at the same time i know i was,and everynight i just start crying because i regret the fact that i wasnt there when he died alone in the hospital.

Don't regret what you can't control, just focus and appreciate the time you did have him and he's looking down on you not wanting you to regret anything about his death.

I agree =] You can't spend every night crying and regretting things.. that you can't change anymore.
Sorry about your loss..

It's alright. You were a better person then than I was when my dad died. He was in the living room and I didn't really bother to talk to him or see him except when feeding him or getting him a drink.

Hey,
i'm really sorry about your dad. that's a very sad situation.
but you have to know it's alright sweetie. he is in a better place now.
and it's ok to cry..to let it out.
but i don't think that's what he wants for you..when he's looking down at you..he doesn't want to see you cry. he wants to see his baby girl smiling. so please try to =]
--Viola

Umm its not my dad..its my grandpa.

Ohh i understand what u feel my dear! but its better than u dont seen him when he died at the hospital,, coz ifever, it is more hard for u to forget what happens,, believe me coz i was in the hospital when my bro was passed away last year,, and i've seen all how really hard fighting hes death,, its very painful to remember..

Oops..i'm sorry..i misunderstood.

I so know that guilt feelings, its really hard i know! but you shouldnt feel guilty, its hard not to..but things happen..and it was time for him to go. you know? i hope you feel better!

I know what you mean. thats the worst thing I do is think too much or think about stuff in the past that I cant really do anything about. It sucks but you gotta just remember whats in the past is in the past and dont let it wreck the past or ruin your future.
xx