Well,here I go again

Ok, well this guy that made me choose btw my bff and him,that I broke up with.We talked last night.I told him that I do still want to be with him and everything was going good.Then his brother was talking about how thay were drinking.So I lied to this boy and I told him I drank too and he freaked out.So I told him I was lieing and he freaked out about that.Soo then he started screaming about how I will never change.And he told me I was A waste of life and all that.then I said well maybie Ill just end it.(i use to be very suicital and he is the reason I stopped) And he freaked out even worse.IDK I need advice.It would be much apreciated.

Thanks I guess im not alone.lol

No offense hun...but if this guy was making you pick either him or your best friend he's not even worth thinking about again. Hoes before broso girl, cause let me tell you-boys really do come and go but it's the people that will help you get up and stick with you even after those guys leave that are important.
Second, never.ever. ever lie to a boy to try and make it seem like you do things that you really don't. Even if you slightly expand the truth all the time to make yourself look more in key with him it'll backfire on you and he'll freak. As you've experienced.
Lastly, I understand as well about the whole suicidal emtional rollercoaster, but hun don't even think about it like that. This guy is just that, A guy. There are a ton more out there, if he's going to be a jerk I say brush your hands and walk away. You don't need or deserve to have to deal with him being a jerk to you.

Hes different,he saved me.I was a mess and he helped me straighten out my life.He saved me witch means I owe him everything.

Idk i guess it was stupid to lie,but I was mad that he was doing it.But I do love him.I just wanted him to learn he cant make me choose.This isnt the first time he did that to me.

IDK,its hard to let go.It hurts really bad.He said im the reason we always fight.So I guess that means I deserved it.

Well, you shouldn't have lied to him about the drinking situation. You don't need to impress anybody. You just need to be yourself. If he doesn't except you for that then he def. isn't worth it. Also, as so many others have said, if he really loved you he would have never made you choose between him and your best friend. That isn't fair. Mike is right though girl, if you got back with him then more than likely the same conflict would come back up. Why go through it twice? Isn't once enough? Learn from what has happened and apply it to the future.
Wish you the best!

Why would you lie? Talk to him more and tell him how he saved you and how much you love him. Just talk to him and maybe it will work.

Idk ill try but hes really mad?

Listen if he made u choose between ur bff and him he isnt that much of a friend let along boyfriend MOVE ON!!