To Continue. . . Sort of.

I just wanted to say thanks to everyone that commented on my post with the "I'm gone" note my friend left me. If you haven't read it then well yeah. But for those that have- THANKS so much. You know what's ironic? I just went to a funeral for my cousin. More bye-byes to be told. He was 19 years old, his birthday next month. He died of an over dose of a sleep med mixed with beer and such. *tears* Does anyone else have any stories to tell me? I'm here for you all.

I'm really sorry.
you seem to be going through a lot of lately..with two close people (i'm assuming) dying at the same time.
stay strong!
--Viola

p.s. PM me if you ever need to talk. =]

Thanks. yeah life can be hard but I keep a smile in my pocket all the time just in case. I don't believe in never ending depression lol *grins* See there? *puts it back in my pocket* And by the way, I just though I'd add that my grandpa died a couple hours ago. I was pretty close to him too. Not a big deal. I was expecting it. But I don't want this to be ALL about me. Does anyone have anything you'd like to share with me? pm me if you don't want to tell EVERYONE your story. :) I love you all.

Wow...I don't know you, but I'm sorry for your losses...I understand about the grandparent thing...my grandma died just recently. I...well, I got a chance to say goodbye, because she was in the hospitol...and we went to see her the day before. I had the chance...but I didn't. I guess I thought that if I didn't say anything, she wouldn't go anywhere? I don't know...but, it's one of my biggest regrets. It worried me about my dad, because it was his mom, and he just lost his brother too. So...loss is hard...it happens just like that, and you wonder...how on earth someone could have been there just yesterday, and then they suddenly aren't...I wear my grandma's wedding ring, it makes me closer to her :)

I'm glad you have her wedding ring. Little things can mean so much.. . So so much. I have my grandpa's playing cards. He played with them everyday all day. And most of my best freind's stuff. But nothing of my cousin's. Oh well. The world goes on right?

No one really cares eh? I should post more interesting topics!

Thanks. Yes, they do...it's just one thing, even so small, that keep you connected.

People care! I haven't been back because I figured no one listened to me :S I get that a lot.

I never knew either of my grandpas. They both died twenty years or so before I was born. I never even came close to knowing them, so I never really think about it, but it's weird sometimes...I listen to people talk about their grandparents, and the things they do with their grandpas, the stories they tell...And I have no idea what that feels like. It would be completely foreign to me.

Wow that emptiness hurts even though nothing was ever there doesn't it? I'm SO thankful of my grandma. She's a teenager inside and elderly body. Awyyy! lol

Yeah...it's weird how you can miss something you never had? Lol...my grandma, the one I still have...she is crazy. She was raised differently...born in the 20's, so she had a really stiff upbringing, you know, be a proper lady, she has all sorts of weird ideas, just because she was raised that way. She is quirky...I love her though, some of the things she says! I love her...she is one of a kind lol. (She gets on my nerves sometimes, though, lol!! And I mean that in the best way, lol.)

Awww I know exactly how that goes. Keep loving her while you can! =)