I've had enough....

Life really does suck...just when you think its great it turns out to be bad...ugh it just frustrates me so much...i was dating this guy(was being the key word) and he thinks we should just be friends..i hate when guys say that..they dont really mean it. what they mean is "oh i want this relationship to end now and i never wanna talk to you again".. well it really hurt because i loved him and still do..and he claims that he still loves me..he tells me to still call him so i do but it gets hard talking to him because my feelings havent changed for him..if anything i love him more than i ever have... on the phone with him i try to be happy..we laugh and joke and stuff but once i hang up..the tears pour... its just killing me...i dont know what to do...im not saying im going to kill myself or anything im just saying im really depressed...and im trying to find a way to get over him but i cant...and i know im young but you cant stop peoples feelings..i mean young people do fall in love....so someone please tell me what they think...and if you have something negative to say, then please keep it to yourself because im just looking for help not more frustration.

thanx.

~michelle~

Well i've been thinking and i also think that maybe i should just not talk to him for a while ..it will probably be for the best..even though i know it will hurt..and thanx for the advice.

I'm happy you said, "...and i know im young but you cant stop peoples feelings..i mean young people do fall in love...." and because you said this, "...and if you have something negative to say, then please keep it to yourself.." because I would of said something negative. But, I have to say it and I'll try to keep it on a good level, try.

15 is young. Many people do feel like they have fallen in love at that age, because they like the 'dream' it will bring. I feel some young people believe they're in love because of happy ending movies, if you know what I mean. But, not all people are like. I met my current at 14, and now I am 19. But maybe right now you are holding onto that dream of being in love with him, because you could see you two being together in the future, whether it to be next weeks party, or wedding bells far ahead.

Realisticly, I wouldn't personally talk to him anymore. Being in love would be two people who would want to be together. Not him calling it quits but still calling you. You can find better, and you will find better. Whether it's in school, work place or even college/University. Don't hold on for the wrong reasons, and don't hold on because you 'loved' him once.

Okay, nothing better can be said then what Britt said! What she said means the most sense to me!

Boys suck, sometimes
thats just life
dont let it ruin you