Troubled soul searching for guidance...

  • *~elika~*
    17 years ago

    For the past weeks i've been feeling empty, hollow or like there's a void inside me... this started after i thought about sumthing and started to remember some other things that i neglected and forgot... i remembered all the pain and sorrow i feel... i started to understand that no one really did understand me, not even myself. then i thought of myself as a failure and i felt as if the only way to fill up the empty space is to hurt myself. so i started cutting my wrists... i know that that suicide attempts is not the best solution to my problem but it made me feel good... someone help me please...

  • xxSuicidalxx
    17 years ago

    I can relate!!! Your not the only one feeling this way! I cut too and i am trying to stop. Suicide is not the way. i've tried...believe me...listen even though you feel so empty like nothing is inside you and you feel blah and all just let me tell you there is hope. Cutting might feel good but it is only temporary and it scars. I have to many scars to count. I have to wear a jacket in summer! (Pretty pathetic right!) Focus on the positive...look in the mirror and build yourself up. Sounds dumb right but hey, try it ...it might work! You might feel like you don't understand yourself so go talk to someone. Spill your guts and get it out. Hollow spacs can be filled up in positive ways not painful ways. Man, i could say so much more...i really hate it when people feel like crud. But let me tell you, the pain and sorrow, it can be real and it can eat you up, but cutting and suicide isn't the answer. that's all i know, find some stuff to do, have fun, write songs and pour your heart out see someone and talk to them...what your feeling can be fixed, don't give up.