Advice...plz...?

I have only been a member for awhile and i was wondering if there is anyone out there who would be able to help me. i am 17 & while alot may think i am young & clueless, i have been through more than anyone will ever know. What i am trying to say is i have no-one in the world and i would like to have someone, so if there is anybody out there who feels like helping me out with some advice plz post.

I'm a long-time severe anxiety disorder sufferer. The opinion of my condition where i live is that i'm an attention-seeking person who acts like a little girl, but i'm not.I'm just an ordinary person who can't cope well in situations. i just wondered if there is someone somewhere who has any idea what i'm going through who could help.

As i walk through my college campus, my hands shake, i can't look at anything, or anyone, i walk fast, almost tripping myself up, i get to my classroom and i'm crying. i can't stop bawling in front of everyone, i can't do little things like buy my lunch, or go to a movie, without being the most embarrassing person in the world.

'untitled' is where it all began.

In Aus High school ends at 16, college from 16-18 and uni from 18-22. How do you take a mirror and dig deep when you cannot stop believing there is nothing left to dig through....?

Wht kind advice u want?

Yeh. im in aus aswell..... im just about to go to college. that is unless i drop out.... but hey...
look..i hav felt like im a nothiong, the world doesnt have a use for me.... and all of that ... and that im empty inside. but think, you have an amazing talent for writing poetry.... so why not stay, and share your talent... i dont no what to say about how u act in school....i think if u went to a counsellor....and sat down with them frequently and talked about all of this....maybe you could work it through...or ghet some anxiety medication......but first go to a counsellor...so they can tell u if you are bipola or depressed or have anxiety..even if you already know, after a while the "disease" can warp and you feelings change....
look, im 15 and i no what it feels like to have nothing left inside of u, but all you can dop is work throught it....or you will make it true....there will be nothing left....but ...ive never met you, and i no you have a heart, you are great at writing poetry,so dont say there is nothing left....

ok i think ive written enough for today.... you can PM me...:)
actually, yes do PM me