i just want to die!

  • Ashleigh
    19 years ago

    im sick of all the pain i go through, im sick of waking up in the morning and seeing the scars on my hand,
    im sick of crying every night, im sick of my brother beating me up and im really sick of living.....i want to end my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

  • Incognito
    19 years ago

    Killing yourself is not the answer hun. Whatever you are going through there is always someone to listen and someone to care. So instead of doing something you are going to regret, email me.
    xenapuppy@hotmail.com
    I can help you.

  • Incognito
    19 years ago

    Well if you are really sure that you want to die, make sure you choose death by chocolate. It's the only way to go.

  • Ashleigh
    19 years ago

    nah i might hang myself or stab/shoot myself in the heart, maybe jump off a cliff, burn myself or get someone else that really hates me to kill me!!
    those choices would be better

  • Incognito
    19 years ago

    Ok tell us what your problems are then dear, before you go and off yourself.

  • Incognito
    19 years ago

    Ok as I see it, you have scars on your hands so maybe you cut? Your brother hurts you, and you have a sister there too. You are feeling suicidal, maybe you had a fight? OK i'm just trying to figure out what you are going through, your imput might help... come on you don't really want to die, so talk. And even if you do, talk first, die later.

  • Ashleigh
    19 years ago

    i have had stupid niggers beat me up all year, my brother has been beating me up for so many years and everyone just likes to see my in pain!! my dad yells at me all the time for no reason and im tired of it.

  • Incognito
    19 years ago

    Have you tried telling someone? I mean what these people do to you is bad and is illegal, tell someone, a teacher, the police, your friends, people have the power to stop this. And if you can't do that then run. Just run as far away as possible, it's so much better than killing yourself. Don't pay for their crimes with your life! Show them that you are better than that, better than them. So if you think no one can help you, as a last resort i say run.

  • Ashleigh
    19 years ago

    i've told the kids help line but that didn't work, i've told my mother and she couldn't do anything, if i tell my dad he'll think i started it all and yell at me,
    i don't want to tell my big brother (not the one that beats me up) because his ways always involve getting in trouble with the law, teachers don't help, police don't help, friends can't help and well...it seems that i can't get help! do u mean run away? because if thats what u mean, i can't do that coz where am i gonna go? i won't be able to stay at my bf's house, my sister doesn't want to get involved so she won't let me stay with her, my big brother is always busy so he won't let me stay at his house and my mother already has too many people in her house so i can't go there either! my life sucks

  • Ishari
    19 years ago

    dont waste your time dieing u r better then them. hey dont disever ne of your time. that includs thinking about them. realy just tell some1 u can trust teacher cop friend extended family and get some help and if u have ne family around see if u can move in with them or a freind or something but dont kill yourself. its just not worth it to let them know they won. stay stong hear if u wana talk at all u can send me something through my pro
    ~Kathleeny~

  • Incognito
    19 years ago

    Well good luck, there is always a solution if you look close and hard enough.

  • Georgi
    19 years ago

    ok, all of u listen up. Suicide for a person can be an answered prayer. Im NOT trying to tell u to do it coz thts silly. BUT i can tell u from experience tht u HAVE to think about it so much. From what u have told me, it sounds like ur going thru sum shit, but life can onli get better. I kno u wont believe tht now but u need to start trying ok? i am willing to help u fell better but u hav 2 try urself too. Suicide is extremely unhealthy to think about if ur not planning on doing it. email me ok? irresistible_999@hotmail.com