Stupid

I have this post called solution but i feel so ridiculously stupid cuz i cant follow any of the freaking advice i give. i guess i had made all this progress in everything and now i am all the back at the begining and i feel crapier then ever. and i cant do a damn thing to make it go away oh but i can pretend. but really i feel like shit and i cant make myself happy. no one can.

Cheer up olive oyl!!! life has a wierd way of sorting thing out. you'll be fine. *hugs*

Life can be totally hell i know iv been there and im still trying to crawl my way out, but you just got to try and stick to the possitives, pretending can be good but its not always good to be in a fary tale of dreams i tried it and it just made me more depressed.

Some times solutions dont work but you just got to keep going no matter what, im sure you shall find happiness you just got to keep fighting past the bad and look towards the good things in life thoughs little things that just make life a little more worth while.