Bleh, Need a bit of Help.

Well, My brother - Edward, has left to go to Belgium for Univeristy. Me and him where very close not like any other brother and sister you would have know. I can't help but cry and I can't sleep, I know this sound like a typical story about a sister and brother being seperated but I know it was for the best yet I cant help but feel so down and my feelings wont disappear...I sleep with the chain he gave me which was his before he left and I miss everything about him, I cry almost every night and memories keep wizzing through my mind like a record player on forward =( I really need to get over the fact that he is gone but I dont know how....

Hang out with your friends and talk to him on the phone every day? simple solution. he's not dead, so you can stop acting like he is. it's not as though there is no way, ever in hell to communicate with him. surely he calls every once in a while. for the mean time you can join a sports group or go to the cinema.

The same happened to me a few years ago.. Well i did feel bad and empty.. lol whatever coz i had no one to fight with =P lol... Shame, no.. That sounds so mean... Well i had no one to talk to and stuff.. I was sick when he left.. I havent seen him for a year... But i still phone him..

ANYWAYS!! I know how you feel but dont worry, it will blow over, you'll get used to him not being there.. And it's not like you never gona see im again and you can still phone him and stuff!! And stop sleeping with a chain.. Thats just weird.. Sorry but it is.. =] Just keep yourself busy.. Then you wont think of him that much!! But i hope you'll be ok!! =D

Um, I cant talk to him on the phone everyday its very expensive to make a phone call from where I live to Belgium...

LOL about the stop sleepign with a chain bit its not really a chain its a braclette and I wear it -.-

Why do I keep posting small thingies anyway thanks for your help...Bleh its juat weird and quiet my dad left too maybe thts why I feel a bit =S

Frankly, these may sound like bitter words from a random grumpy lady, and you're probably going to think that I simply don't know what you're going through... but I think you'll be just fine once you're used to it. Sometimes you've gotta focus on the good stuff. Atleast your brother is still alive. Infact, not only that, but he's going to school, and going to travel. Sounds like quite a nice dream to live if you ask me. Be happy for him, and remember that you're not losing him. You'll miss him sure, but he'll be back. You'll talk to him on the phone. You have his blood in you, his chain on you and his voice is just a phone call away.
You'll be okay. Count your blessing sweety.

Void,Bitter words from a grumpy lady? I dont think so, You really made my day once I had read that and your right ^^ I should be proud of him and I am learning bussiness and all that I really hope he opens up this big company thing lol xxx thankies xxxx Much love to all

Glad to hear it :)