Have u ever lost some1 u loved more than anything?? Did it make

Im so sorry to hear that!! That must be so bad..

I lost my grandad when i was 5.. I loved him so much, i still think of him sometimes, and when i see a pic or so i cry.. He was the best grandad ever!!! =(

I lost my mom in 2006.
I didn't really know her, but I still miss her quite terribly.

Pain is something that will haunt you all your life....some wounds will heal, others will not and some will be reopened. Your mother left you at a very young age and nothing can change that. Remember that she can still give you pain, or she might help heal those old wounds. Now is not the time to rush things....think on this for as long as you need.

I lost my daddy when I was 14. I am now 27 and it still hurts. We were very close. I was and will always be a daddys girl. Never give up is my motto. The good Lord will work everything out. Everything happens for a reason just remember that someone out there cares for you and that time heals all wounds. I know it may not help but maybe my words did a little.
Christy

Yeah, my dad left when I was two. I hate him, I've never hated anyone so much. There was a lot of bad things going on with him around, he was trouble and had no love for my mom, my brother, my sister, or me. Grr, lol. I don't actually think about him much.

Anyway, I'm really sorry for your loss and I wish you the best. Keep your head up.

Wow I can't imagine........
My best frined took his own life quite a few months ago (like January) and it still hurts.
I know what it's like to lose someone.. If they wanted to come back I would try it. Let your mother in. You might regret it if you don't.