OMG what have i done

its probably not new to you, i said i would nto do it... but i have... ive cut, the knife was not sharp, so i had to push it in real hard, but its bleeding, it didnt hurt, i did release a bit of pain, but now im shaking, im crying... what do i do?

i cant believe i did it... ffs, if my mum sees

please im really crying here, i dont know what ive dont, the bleeding wont stop...

im sorry, you got other problems

dont matter, im fine

always am, alway will be

but that wont work, will it?...
ive been thinking about it for a lot time and i did it 12 time on my wrist tonight, i didnt feel it at first... and now i feel so stupid, ashamed of myself...
but it helped for a bit, it did..

8 more

am i stupid?..

ffs, ok im not going to bother you lot anymore, i just want to be left alone... bye

yes youre stupid!

and I bet thats what your mother will tell you when she grabs ahold of your arm and takes a look at it

well i did it for reasons, this isnt me, i would never do this but ive gone real numb lately, ive lost sight of everything, and i dont know what i should be feeling, what i should be saying, doing.....
im really confused, and i didnt know it would hardly hurt and that i would drag it along my skin over and over, look i know it was stupid, but the only reason is because ive lost it all, im acting stupid right now and i cant stop, please help, tell me what to do.... i cant talk to people, im not allowed, and if i go to the police about what happened i would rip my whole family apart - i need to get this all out, its really building up, i though the knife was the answer, im still not sure its not....

i really feel bad about myself for doing it, but still i feel i need it more, then i see the posts, and im not alone, so i kinda feel ok, that im not the only one in pain, though if i carry on cutting, i will be ok, so then i will be happy.... look i think im going to far, but i really dont know how to stop...

hun email me plz ill try n help , im sure u aint cut dat deep yet , it wont help just one more fing to feel ashamed of plz listen , i dont now wot u bin through or wots up , but i bin through alot soo mabe tlkin about it will help , plz hun email me ,
luvlidxxXxx

i sent a message, everyone im sorry i bothered you with this, i was just real worried last night, and i stupid now, because you have probably had it worse.... but please take to heart im sorry and that if you think im a fool, then tell me if i am...

thanx for writing back though....

did u email me ?????? soz im a dumb blonde lol
ya didnt waste my time
luvlidxxXxx

If your gonna cut yourself, please be sanitary. Clean blades only! Safety first.

geeze if i used new bit of glasss evrytime id id dono wot id do , coz id run out , plus its hard to cut glass just right so itll cut deep enough for loads blood to flow quickly
luvlidxxXxx