I'm changing...

It's happened before...I hang onto something, I'm obsesed with it, the first time I was seven and I was-like every other young girl- obsessed w/ horses, and ponies.
Then I watched a documentary on them and It showed how violent they really are in the wild and for about a week after that I cried myself to sleep.

It's happening again this time with vampires. Its the same thing, I watched a show and it turned out they are not what they are to me...its kinda embarissing so don't make fun of me pleez.

Anyway even though I know they are fictional and stuff I was really obsessed and I really hung on to it now my interest is slipping and now I'm alone again.

I need to now ther are others like me. Cuz I feel SO alone.

-Onyx

Some of the things you liked when you are younger seem sort of childish right? it happens to everybody, there's no way to stop it.

there are certain things i used to like but now that i'm older some of those things i can't image how i must have felt about them. you're just growing, it's alright because it happens.

just make sure that nothing changes inside the heart, the mind is fair game.

It is ok to change. Every one starts to change after a while. No one stays with the same intresed.

^^ They're right--everyone does change. It kind of sucks sometimes.

(But if you want to become obsessed with Vampires again, just read Twilight. haha.)

I love vampires. i wish i was one*pops fangs out* whee!

It's called puberty.

Ive already read Twilight

Puberty sucks.

I never liked horses and ponies...darn

TinyDancer...

Twilight!!! *sighs* That's why I love vampires. I was thinking the exact same thing when I read her post, then I read yours. He he...

It's okay to change. Life isn't life without change, it's how things work.

I was obsessed with horses/ponies when i was younger and...never grew out of it lol