DUNO WHAT TO DO ANYMORE!

I cant handle this anymore. Everythings just getting out of control. My cutting, my emotions, my angers...what should i do??? Im beginning to feel how I used to, worthless. I hate this feeling. In a way it feels like someones out to get me, but i dont know who. So i assume everyone. I know that sounds weird. but its how i feel. Today i was at my grams and ryan was there...he just left w/o really saying good-bye ndi thought it was something i did or said. nd i was like fuck what did i do now?? im fucking up so much! i hate myself! these arnt normal thoughts for a 14 year old to constantly feel...are they? what should I do? I need help. I cut last night - i didnt make it very long this time. and i dont now how much longer i will make it tonite :::sigh:::

read a song for you......... I wrote a song for you

Cari huni dont read tht song, its fuking harsh and they have no idea what they're tlking about so don't listen 2 them k?

Cari hun if you need to talk, email me or i got msn on cpruce@hotmail.com ... just if you ever want to talk, im here...

i know its realy hard and confusing and u feel horable but stay strong im hear if u ever need me send me and email through my pro or throught ne of the other ways in there stay stong
~kathleeny~