you probably wont care...

look, yesturday my mate he got beaten up real bad, i was there... they kicked him in the head, and punched him in the face over and over, i tried to stop it, i got in the way, and cas im a girl they wouldnt hit me...
i took him to a mates house, and they came after, threatening they are going to beat him up, this boy wanted to fight and kill him, i got them to go away, but as they left i got so angry, i have a knife always with me, for reasons, and i followed them, they went and i returned to see if he was ok, they really hurt him, and cas of that i got depressed even more and cut a few more times, is there anyway i can stop cutting?...
is there anyway i can say sorry to him?
is there anyway i can made theses people leave me and my mates alone?

please reply...

thanx, and i do have msn.... if you wanna talk im cpruce@hotmail.com