Lost My Feelings. Anyone Else?

yeh i know how you feel, lately ive felt real lost, i mean ive gone pretty numb in emotions, it like i cant fit the right emotions with the right situation any more.. im cutting to, i mean i really gone numb and blank, dont really feel....maybe i made myself that way so i could not get hurt by people, but its hurting still and i cant get out...
i cant explain how i feel much now, because some of the time (most) i dont know, im not me anymore, im doing a lot of things i would never had done, before all this started and i lost all happiness and feeling, i dont think im ever me really, cas im affraid people will hate it.. lol, see im not sure... all i know is im sad and i cant do anything anymore...

huni, I know exactly how u feel, I've been heartbroken myself, and I don't know whether to believe it when someone says the words 'i love you' to me, but after a while with someone, u reeli know that its right or not, and if it is you start to get those feelings back, and its the most amazing feeling in the world. I wish u all the best hunny.

im not heartbroken, but i hope you get through this all the same..

being used sucks
yeah, I think that's pretty much where I was when I went through this.
A guy came on to me, then he pushed me away. because he was a pothead. I did what I could to help him out, but I wasn't going to be his mother. he has a mother. he went to live with her.
I came out of it pretty clean, but my ego was deeply bruised.
so I went through this long, dream-like nightmare state you're in now, where I couldn't feel anything.
I woke up this past summer, it was a total epiphany. I know I'm not the first person to suddenly wake up, look at the person sleeping next to me, and go, "Wtf? Have I sunk so low-?"
that's when I started to reform.
and I guess, hating being nothing, turned to loving it. not being nothing, but rather a part of something. there are no captains on spaceship earth. we are all crew.
whether you heed this or not, you probably won't. I didn't listen to any of the warnings. you'll come out of it. something will snap you out of it. something always does.

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