MorbidCupcake
17 years ago
I dont know if Im asking for adivice or jus need to tell someone.
.....My parents dont want me to have friends becuz they say they dont wanna drive me anywhere. And so I have to get rides from friends when they actually let me go. But my parents dont give those friends rides so its as if I have no parents.
All my friends parents are friends and my parents hate my friends parents becuz they let their kids hangout with eachother whenever they want basically.
When I ask to go somewhere, my parents say, "Im not driving you cuz its not always about you like you think it is. You cant go." and then the only way I can go is if they find someone to drive me. And they always say tht Im tearing out family apart, but its only my mom, dad, and me, and my parents are still together.
.......Like....the time tht our family computer crashed cuz its about 10 yrs old, so they blamed me for breaking it, which even the store people said it let go becuz it was old. My dad said I get everything I want and Im selfish so I dont need a new one, which i did need one for homework. But I dont get everything. I dont have an ipod/mp3/cell phone and the expensive stuff. I know Im not unfortunate becuz i do have a roof over my head and all tht and my parents are together and tht there are people way way worse off then me, but it still makes me mad. Tht when I do ask for even jus a ride somewhere they scream at me and say that I never think of anyone else. And tht Im ruining their lives. Or tht Im tearing the family apart, which makes no sense cuz we arent broken up and i dont do anything to them. It just really hurts when they blame me for everything, even money porblems and stuff and they dont think I should have friends, they jus expect me to sit at home.
.......An when I do hangout with friends, I either have to leave early for no reason or something, and my friends complain tht my parents have the buggest car an they never drive us anywhere, but my other friends parents do.
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