Howdy everyone =D *Rhea's back lols*

Hey everyone =) Wow...I've kinda lost touch with a lot of my friends and figured this way was easier lols *hugs everyone* I've missed you guys so much =D=D

And to anyone that doesn't know me HI! hehehe I love making new friends so talk to me lols

HEY !
im cindy / louii. lol
im so bored =[
whats happeing ?

xo.louiii

Hey rhea hunny
*hugs her so tight*
I missed ya sweety
How r u doing?

Hey Cindy =) It's nice to met you lols Not much is up besides the sky lols Just waiting till it's time to go to my Youth Group lols How 'bout you?

LAURA!!! *trows my arms around you and hugs you super tight* hehehe I missed you too sweetie =D How have you been lately? It's been a long time since we've talked =P

Lol hahaha yeah not much either.
ive become really good at being bored.
i think i have like an attention span of ....... 5 minutes =[ lol
hah have fun at youth group =]

Lols Yeah I know how that goes hehehe I've actually gotten to the point that I find being bored fun and interesting lols I'm just odd I guess lols

hehehe Yep I had a great time at Youth thank you =) I almost ended up in tears but that was even ok lols

Lol YAY guess were both odd ones then =P
lol

awww why did you almost cry =[
lol

xo.

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Lols Hey being odd isn't the worst thing in the world and besides all the coolest people are odd lols

*sigh* It was just a good lesson and what they said was very personal for me lols It was alright and I actually had a good time lols

So whats going on in your life? Anything funny, crazy, odd, exciting, interesting? lols

Lol ohhhh
i have lots of friends at youth. lol =P
anywhoo um ... yesterday me and some friends went to the park for a bbq and it strted to hail LOL
so we ran back to our house XD thats about the most exciting thing that happened. lol
the sausages were cold and not cooked =[ lol
how about you ?

xo.louiii

RHEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *BEAR HUG!!!!* ^_^ you're back!! email me!!! Talk! PM! lol I so missed you!!

Hehehe MARSHA!!! lols *gives her a huge bear hug back* I've missed you too!!! lols Well actually I've been here all the time just I was kinda staying to myself for a while lols And I'll go email, pm...something lols As soon as I post this xD

That actually kinda sounds fun louiii lols i love the hail and find it funny when I get caught in it *besides it hurting xD* Hhhmmm...not much up with me other then I spent all day yesterday at the racetrack not far from my house and I got soaked and am still freezing lols And I'm trying to get ready to go to homecoming in two weeks =P Not sure if I want to do this but I already said I'd go with one of my guy friends so I guess it's to late now lols

Lol that's cool why is everyone going to homecoming cept me? actually I'm gonna be singing at my homecoming so I kind of am going in a way lol anyhoo, how's everyone else? and homecoming talks if you have them :)

Lols Well you are going and singing at yours so I guess you are going lols You could always invite someone to go with you so you'd have a date too lols

Well...I've never been to a school dance before since I'm homeschooled so this is all new to me lols I'm going with a guy that I really like as a friend and has been one of the few that has taken care of me and supported me trough a really rough time now the tricky part is going to be making sure that he remembers that we're only going as friends lols We just decided what we're doing that day hehehe He's also the DJ for the homecoming so it'll be interesting to see what kind of music he picks lols Plus I don't dance xD

Ooohhhh homecoming ?!
THAT SOUNDS AWESOME !! lol i cant wait till next year we have a formal ! lol hah well it should be fun ! i know you want to ;] lol tell me how it went and all =]

Lols I'm scared to death to tell you the truth hehehe Theres a lot of...difficult things going on so I'm not sure if I want to face everyone but oh well lols My date already pretty much made me swear in blood that if anyone bothers me I'll let him know xD It's the 13th so I still have a while to get ready *I still have completely no idea what I'm going to wear lols* and get up my courage lols I don't dance either so we'll see how that goes xD But I'll be sure to tell you how it goes lols Will you want every little detail? lols

Aww im sure everything will clear up !!13th ?! of octuober ? today is the 3rd theres only 10 days !! lol thats not very long ! hah lol who cared if you cant dance. i cant either. just .. move around and copy everyone LOL
and yess every detail ;] ;] ;] lol kehe

xo.louiii

Nopes I'm not going to ask anyone I basically asked everyone already I'm one of the 5 ppl that set it up lol I was in charge of finance and location yadee yadee yada but no after I'm done I'm going to go crash. I don't know but I've been so tired lately! gawsh but I hope you guys have fun...even if only as friends :P hehehe

*rolls eyes* *sighs* I know it's only 10 days away =P Did you have to remind me? lols As it is things kinda got more complicated tonight since my date wrote a poem for me today lols He's falling for me and I'm not ready to have to deal with that yet lols I'm still a little to sore over my last relationship to deal with that just yet lols But I'll make sure to remember every detail so I can fill you in on everything lols

Party pooper Marsha lols Going home and crashing instead of all the other things you could do? Never know, you might met the love of your life that night or something like that lols But maybe your so tired because your so busy? lmfao But yes, Austin isn't the kind that would let me not have fun lols And thinks for your help on the poem, means a lot =)

Lol 10 days to pick what to wear ;] lol hah aww he wrote a poem for you thats so sweeet ! i can seee the love right there. lol ;p at least you know he's there to help you and everything =] lol
thank you and yes. lol

*rolls my eyes* Thanks lols I don't know why all the guys that I only want as friends fall for me and the few guys that I actually really like don't want anything more then friendship lols Kinda sucks xD

Lol ohhh that sucks so much !
i hate that as well.
its so annoying =[ lol

Lol probably and no I won't meet the love of my life at homecoming...they think college guys sare better than high school guys they are sorely mistaken it doesn't really matter what age or what "school level" they are, boys are boys and less than half of them is datable until graduation lol and plus I've got no time for a boyfriend most of them expect to hang out too much anyways and I'm so sick of hanging out I just want to stay in bed all day and read a good book and eat chocolate you know how long it's been since I had chocolate? my choir/regional director absolutely abandons chocolate I haven't had chocolate in months!!!!!!!!! My daily brkfst/lnch/dnr consists of veggies (broccoli, peas and anything with a bunch of green in them), wheat of any kind rice bread ect, fruit, and like indulgent food is a no-no. I knew there was a downside to this. I haven't had mcdonalds in ages, in fact I haven't had fast food in ages. it's all because of that dang doctor!!!! :'( sorry I'm venting...no wonder I've been such a bad mood lately. all work no play makes marsha a dull girl.

and no problem rhea, that's what friends are for :)

and if austin was my age, I'd date him :P lol

*sigh* Yeah it does suck and it bugs me to no end =p I sent him a email Tuesday and explained that I wasn't ready to handle anything but close friendship right now and that if i was him I wouldn't get to attached to me since I'm not planning on sticking around this town any longer then I need to and...I haven't heard from him since =( I'm afraid I hurt him and thats the last thing I wanted to do =( I had to send him another one tonight explaining my first one and that my last relationship really scared me and I just have to move slow so we'll see how that goes =P

*hugs Marsha* I'm so sorry that it's been so rough on you =( NO CHOCOLATE?!? I'd go out of my mind lols Your right though, boys are boys no matter what school their in lols And by the way, I'd die on that diet lols At least I'm sure your very healthy hehehe And go right ahead sweetie and vent all you want ^_^ It's better to get it all out then keep it in lols
hehehe I think Austin might be a little young for you Marsha *heck he's to young for me right now too lols* He's 16 and 1/2 and for some reason i can't help but think of him as just a baby to the world lols

Aaawww he's probably just beenreally busy =] im sure he will understand ! =D cause hes a good friens of yours =] i hope everything goes ok !!! and pluss your going to homecoming with him. lol

Lols Thanks sweetheart =) Have you ever been told that your a great friend? lols

I hope that he understands and that I didn't hurt him =( Thats the one thing I can't live with, hurting people =P Yeah, but how much fun is it going to be when I go with him if he doesn't want to talk to me or is mad at me? =P

Well I talked to Austin tonight and everything is ok again =P He had a few problems with what I told him but once I explained things to him in person he said that my reactions and why I was having problems was understandable and justifide so i think everything is ok lols He's coming over to my house tomorrow so he can met my dad before homecoming so we'll see how that goes lols

Aawww thank you ! =D *hugs*
im soo glad everything worked out fine !
YAY ! and now you can go to homecoming with him and have an awesome time and hes not mad =D woot woot party !!
im sure everything will be fine with your dad as well ! need luck =P GOOD LUCK ! hehe

xo.

Lols *hugs you back*
Yeah, I'm glad that everything worked out good too ^_^ Uummm...I am a little nervous about my dad meeting him since he has a habit of scaring people =P But I'm sure that it'll go alright *or so I keep reassuring myself lols*

Oh there's something SO cute that you have to read =D They made me cry *happy tears but still cry* and once you read those you'll understand where some of my problems with Austin come from lols I'm already in love with someone that chances are I'll never be able to be with =P Check out a guy that goes by the name of Teddybear *he's on my favorites list* He's been with me through more then any other guy has and I've known him for close to 7 months so I trust him lols

Lol hah tell your dad to be nice .. or warn austin =P
lol ok i will =D
thats sweet.
did he write you a poem or something =P lol hehe ill check it out =]
how do you know you have no chance with him .. he could like you too ! =DD lol did you meet him on this site ?

xo.

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Hehehe I have warned Austin and he's actually not sure eif he wants to met him but I told him it would be better to met him now instead of when he picks me up for homecoming lols Telling my dad to be nice only makes him worse =P

*sigh* He lives in Texas, I live in Washington, it's a long ways =( Plus he's a 23 year old doctor in Mexico lols He does love me and says that theres nothing more that he wants then to be closer to me but I don't know if that will ever happen =P I always seem to fall for guy that cause nothing but headaches lols And yeah, we met on this site in April =)

Omgg !!!
THAT WAS SO SWEET !
all his poems were about you !!
i was reading it and i just couldnt stop smiling !!
your sooo lucky to have someone like him !!
and i understand now why you dont like austin in that way =]
he seems like a nice guy =]
thats soo awesome !!
but why wont you ever have a chance with him ? =[

xo.

HES A DOCTOR !?
AND HES 23 ?! WOAHHHH
thats like SUPER SMART ! =P lol
well you never know ! he might fly over to washington just for you !
Cause he misses and loves you so much and hes sad without you by his side ! =D
lol awww noo thats not true ! im sure EVERYTHING will work out soooon (when he flies to washington) lol
why cant he be a doctor in washington then ? lol

xo.

Lols I know what you mean hehehe Everytime I read one that he wrote I can't help but smile and they always make me cry =D He is the sweetest guy in the world =)

hehehe Yeah he is really smart lols He speaks English, Spanish and German, both his mom and dad are doctors and the reason that won't work is because he works at the hospital that his mother owns lols I've never met him but I've never had someone make me feel so safe, loved and happy =D He has said that he's wanted to catch the next flight a time or two and who knows, maybe some day we'll meet =) Just it makes dealing with the local guys hard because...well it just does lols

Lol thats reallly sweeet !
oohhh well i guess that works ... kinda .. lol
awww YAY maybe you guys will meet sooon !
thats sooo awesome !!!!
lol i think i know what you mean when you say it makes dealing with the local gguys hard. lol
do you mean like they wouldnt understand how you could like someone you have never met and stuff and how they like you but you dont like them back and you dont really know how to explain .. like austin ? lol or am i just babbling onw i dont even know what im going on about. lol

xo.

Lols Yeah thats pretty much why it's hard to deal with the local guys lols They wouldn't understand and I don't want to hear how stupid I am for trusting someone that I've never met =P I mean there are one or two that I like around here but thats all it is, is a few fond feelings but nothing that would last =P But I'm dealing with four guys *all friends of mine* fighting over me right now because they are all trying to get me to like them more then the other and it's driving me bananas lols I'd love to have a guy that's actually here and that I can be with everyday but for some odd reason I can't get myself to feel for them that way =P It's very confusing, frustrating and no one would understand and frankly, I don't want to try to explain it to them lols Plus trust issues come into play with the guys around here because of somethings my ex put me through and how this little town I live in handles what he did and the things he said about me =P It scares me when people get to close now =P

GUY MAGNET ! =P
lol yeah dont tell them =P lol
i dont think your stupid though.
theres no problem with trusting someone you've never met !
its kind of good cause even if they tell someone, no one will know who you are and you wont have to be afraid of everyone finding out =P lol

awww how mean of your ex !
thats not nice of him =[
people these days. lols =P kehe
well another good thing !
if you have trouble trusting people in the town, then having teddybear by your side is good ! =]

xo.

*rolls eyes* It drives my female friends crazy that I do seem to be a guy magnet =p Don't mean to be it...just happens lols Most times I don't even realize that I'm flirting back either lols

lols Well he's stuck with me through a whole lot so I know I can trust him =) hehehe And his family knows about me just like my family knows about him and both are perfectly fine with it and mine love him because of how he makes me feel and he says that his family likes me lols

*sigh* My ex isn't a nice guy just I didn't find that out till after dating him for almost 3 months =P

And yeah, as long as I don't let him get mad at the people around here for hurting me then we'll be fine lols He's very protective and...lets say that I wouldn't want to be the person that hurt someone that he loves lols But yeah, he keeps me going and is my strength =)

Aaaww you seeem like your reallly in love !
thats soo cute !! =D
lol wow you guys definately have to meet up.
you seem perfect for each other.
and both your familes like each other.
thats like super perfect !! lol

at least you know now hes not a nice guy ! lol
so maybe it was better you went out with him ;]

your like my sister shes a guy magnet tooo. lol
haha =]