Dying inside

I have this crazy feeling like i'm going to lose it. I feel constantly like i want to die and i plan my funeral and write my will and i know this sounds weird (I read obituaries) is that weird? I feel so numb and yet i feel like i have this burning ache inside that is slowly eating me up. I'm really gettting scared that i'm going to somehting stupid...Why do ifeel so depressed?!!!!!

I had that feeling before but it blew over.. Well no one will know why you are depressed except you, you just need to think for yourself why you feel like that.. And ask other ppl to help you!! But dont do something stupid, think before you do anything ok!! =)

A reason this is happening can be surpressed feelings from your childhood. And these feelings maybe from things you do not remember. I suggest try fiiguring out your past, or going on anti-depressants, I know everyone isn't for drugs, so art, poetry, and just having time to your self to relfects can open lots of doors to your depression.
Hope that helps.
Good Luck ^.^

I feel all alone even though there is many people surrounding me.

I think i no what is making me depressed, Im trying to get medication. But they are assesing me for depression first an mum keeps calling the people an they havnt goton bak to us.

But im afraid by the time they do it will be to late!!!

Well, its not weird...at least I don't think so. I think your just going threw that part in life that I did...everything sucks. But dont give in...thats just being weak. Be strong.
PM me if you wanna talk.

L. Jay

*Best of luck!*

I dont think its weak i think its unfair to say its weak. Some people cant see any other way out.

"Why do ifeel so depressed?!!!!!"

^You're a teenager..sometimes I think it's what we do best.

Agreed, to a degree.
not ALL teenagers, are rebellious and think everyone is out to get them....

Dying inside.

When I saw it I thought. WOW...just what I was thinking: 'Im dying inside.' Being thirteen really sucks and I have a feeling its not going to get better.

I actually for a fact no it doesnt get better straight away its beenyear an things aRE STILL HELL..

Im always in this group but then its lyk im never welcomed well they do acknowledge mi but no one realli understands mi and im different frm them so ya im a loner freak but anywae now once i sorted that fact i dont mind being lonely...actually now i seriously love being alone and i cant wait to be alone

Why are you different? Hey, i acknowledge you and if you ever need to talk i'm here. Cause it feels like no one i know understands me at all too...but if you want to talk i'll listen