Hospital ( the loony bin)

Ummm i dont want to go back to this stupid mental hospital but my shrink is telling me if i let things get worse i have to go back. i have been to the same one twice already and i really really dont want to go back. i cant explain anything to anyone to were it makes any sense and i am not sure why i am even posting this. but does any one have experience with that kind of hospitalization. i dunno i do but i dont trust me so much. i really dont kno what to do because i dont think my doctor really knows best anymore. thanks to anyone who helps please i need it

I can't remember much from when I was in a place like that......but I know that if I ever went back my mind would once again fold into to darkness.....you have to ask yourself how much hope you have in yourself and others...and if its worth fighting for.

Different doctors, different opinions, mine is soooo,
against, looney bins, if i even mention the word, he will clear is scheule (which is always full) and sit with me for how ever long it takes, to help me through what ever is goin on so i dont have to go there...i guess im blessed, i got and good doc, i idid goto to the looney bin once, and they had me so jacked up on crap that i dont remember anything, and that didnt help anything!