Ever feel like

You were so caught up trying to find the right boyfriend and analyzing whether or not your boyfriend is a 'good boyfriend', you forgot to focus on being a good girlfriend?
that might not make sense to anyone but me.

Yeah. i mean i'd been hurt before, so i was really trying to find someone who was good for me. i did find someone, and lately i started feeling like less of a good mate, which disturbs me because i love him and want to be as good to him as he is to me.