No one left to talk to

When I get deepressed wich is quite often I have no one to talk to so after a long time it just gets worse.
My best friend thinks depressed and/or suicidal people are stupid and insane. (she the annoyingly optimistic type and it drives me crazy) my mom doesn't seem to understand even though "she was a teenager once to..." and I feel like I have no one left. I am really close to phoning in to a therapist but Im to afraid to.
What do I do?

U should phone a therapist they can be very helpful. If your scared try and go to your mom. I know she doesn't seem to understand but maybe its because she's afraid to. talk to her, and your best friend. Your friend should be there for you.

Just try and get help. i wish for the best for you :) keep in touch if you ever need to talk

Writing works. It always has for me.
But therapists could also help. After all it is their job. I don't really agree with therapists, but hey, it works for a lot of people.