What should I do?

I have this guy that I really like and he likes me. And he happens to be mexican and I happen to be black and basically my family dissapproves of mexicans, period. They just don't like them. And I really like this guy and we've been kinding keeping our lil relationship on the down low. And whenever I try to open to my mom other she shoots me down and that just runs me up the wall and makes want to lie about what I am doing because she dissapproves about thing. And it pisses me off really bad. She doesn't want to listen, so therefore I've always been the type to keep quiet about many things I want to say because I don't know how to say it and when to say it, and when I want to say, it's way too late. And then I beat myself up about it. I just don't want to do. My boyfriend just says to talk to her and then he wants to talk to her about some things, but it is way harder to do than to say, trust. I don't know how to get through to my mom, and be open. And that is so hard, really hard. I don't know what to do, some one help me. So I can stop worrying, stop making my mom worry and stop making my boyfriend worry. Help Please!!

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Well. I personally think you should tell them how you feel. They arent you and dont know your feelings, and I would tell them what a good guy he is and tell them that. I dont talk well with my mom either, so I know how you feel. But I think you should just tell them your real feelings. I hope everything works out for you. =] Keep your head up.

*Aleesha*