dilemma between 2 guys

Sounds similar to my "soap opera" situation. You are not married and "stuck" with your present boyfriend. I know you don't want to hurt anyone, but if your heart is truly with your ex (and his heart is truly with you) then go for it, before it is too late. Your boyfriend will hurt, yes, but his tears won't last forever......yours will if you stay with a man you can't love back.

you want a soap opera

my girlfriend left me for a guy
half a year later she came back
left me again for the same guy

i lost her once
and now im not going to lose her again

im going to kill him
im going to hang his head up high and proclaim to the world how he treated her like a fckin ass
he treated her like sht
and now its my turn to kill him and take a sht on his face

oOoo, that gives me the shivers. Cool down there Brain Ahn.