Why do things always go from bad to worse??

Ok so i was out with my mates (high) and i stole a few things, ok a lot of things, and we got caught. So this guy took us back and they got the police in searched us etc, but i was sooo scared i had soooo much heroin on me, it was in my bra so they didnt find it, but it was sooooo close. Then my parents were called, and they're dissapointed again, so i shouted at them, and then went upstairs and smoked and drank and locked them and everyone out. Do you ever feel like life just gets too much, like what you started for fun, just drags you down so low, how am i supposed to cope with this much longer? soon someone's gonna find out, and i dont know what i'm gonna do then, but its not a good enough reason to stop. i mean, i can stop, i just dont want to. help, just talk to me about something no one can

If you don't want to stop, we can't help you. you're being a little selfish to be honest. think how your parents would feel to know that their daughter has resorted to alcoholism and drugs. you had no right to shout at them, so the question you're asking points directly back to you. Things go from bad to worse because you made them. re-think your actions and you'll understand that everything that has recently been going wrong is actually your own fault. if i were your parents i would ground you for a month and ban you from alcohol altogether, but not to mention the drugs. Sort yourself out kiddo.

..::: Well u aleady answered ur own question base on this this phrase " i mean, i can stop, i just dont want to"
~ if u really wanna change , start it to ur self and u should be determined to do it and fight the urge. people around u can only do little advice, u r still responsible with your action

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Well theres only one answer for this....get off the drugs and get your life straightened out and if you cant do that your just gonna get worst.

XxLuciferxX

"Do you ever feel like life just gets too much, like what you started for fun, just drags you down so low, how am i supposed to cope with this much longer?"

Seriously, is life getting to much or are you just bored? You smoked put and got caught, now you think life is hard cause you got yelled at. Please...

Okay first off this is ALL your doing. if you want things to get better then grow up and stop with the drugs, alcohol and illegal behaviour. if you do not you will end up in jail. with a criminal record you are restricted in many areas and constantly looked down by society (not saying i agree with it). seriously i have seen you post many times about your drug habbits and alcohol, saying you want to stop. people offer you support and suggestions but it is up to you. if you want to screw with your life then by all means do it but don't pretend as if you do not have anyone but yourself to blame. the police may not have found the drugs this time but i assure you the time after this they will. Your parents probably love you very much and only want to help. relinquish ties with all those friends who are sending you spiralling downwards, get into rehab and counselling and sort out whatever it is so you can put it all behind you and live the life i know you've always wanted.

Thank you all for your help...
and no i dont want to stop becasue heroin is the only thing in the world that makes me happy, all i want is someone who i can actually talk to about it. I dont think what i'm doing is wrong, but everyone else does, which leaves me with pretty much no one.
i dont want your sympathy, there is nothing i hate more, i just want to talk.

Thank you for opening my eyes to my utter idiocy.
you dont think i alredy know i made all the wrong decisions?!
what is the point in me changing?! i was a screw up before and now everyone knows it, yes i am a total screw up of a person, thank you for reminding me, but i know that im just a little better than the people who laugh at other's problems, however self-inflicted they may be.

^^ that made me laugh because i to laughed when i read this. you ask why things go from bad to worse yet you admit that herion is the only thing that makes you happy. you admit to stealing things and then when you get caught you throw a pity party for yourself. you have a lot of growing up to do. life is what you make it and right now you are choosing to make it hell for yourself. "I can stop i just don't want to" now how many times have i heard addicts say that... "what is the point in me changing?" the point is that if you change life will become a whole lot better. you say you were and are a screw up...only YOU can change that. and only if you want to. but from reading your posts it seems to me that you don't even want to try. it seems you're quite happy to throw your life away by making stupid decisions and then feel sorry for yourself when everything goes to hell. i have no sympathy for you. only YOU can change. just remember that every passing moment is a chance to turn it all around.

Peoples your fighting....anyway...if you need to talk feel free to message me...and let me tell you, your not a srew up for getting into drugs ok? Lots of poeple get into things that they think makes them feel better....then they think thats all that helps...maybe it does make you feel better. MAyeb it makes pain dull and makes you feel good for once. But it is damaging your body...you might not know it right now but it steadliy grows.
If you want to stop...try...everything is worth a try...I'v enever done drugs but i know i've been tempted to...its your choice to do what you want...but everything like that has a consequence....
i know my advice is pretty lame....hhehe sorry...but anyway...do you want to quit or do you just really need soemone to confide in? You can get out of these addictions if you want to! :) I had an addiction that was hard to break and i still fall back into it.....it all takes time....

Who's fighting? i'm assuming you mean either myself or Britt. if it's Britt, I've seen her fighting/Bitching. believe me, this is far from it. if your comment is directed my way, this isn't fighting either. she asked for advice, and i gave my opinion. i'm not into sugar coated crap.

"Things go from bad to worse when you make the decisions that follow the bad-to-worse path. You make good choices, good things happen.."

Britt-o has got the right advice for ya there.

First off, the whole "I'm a screw up thing" Is just a cop out to make you feel like it's not your fault that you're making bad choices. You just simply mark these choices up as being because that's just how you are and you can't change it. First of all, I understand where your coming from in a lot of ways, being the youngest in my family my sisters all loved to inform me that I was "the trouble child"...eventually I just started living up to the name they gave me (even though I knew they were only joking) and when I'd get in trouble I'd never sit and think about WHY I was in trouble...I'd just simply shrug my shoulders and say "It's cause I'm a screw up trouble child.....I can't help it....and everyone's being to hard on me." This isn't the way to be thinking. If you think of yourself as a screw up you'll eventually just start living up to the 'screw up standards' and never try to make something of yourself. Get out of that mind set now, before your situation gets worse. Live and learn, that's why we're on this earth....

"You're like the thief who isn't the least bit sorry he stole, but he's terribly, terribly sorry he's going to jail."- Gone with the wind.

You REALLY need to turn your life around.
14 and on drugs? Just redicilous.

"life is what you make it and right now you are choosing to make it hell for yourself."

^oh so very ture. I agree 100% with that.

And if you keep on going the way you're going life WILL go from bad to worse. But hey, it doesn't matter to me..it's really your choice.

We aLL got our own decision, friends and famiLy are there to support and to tell us if its wrong or not. but you stiLL decide things for yourseLf

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Hey no reason to get angry at everyonr i the disscusion