dreampt of my ex

well he was your 1st love and you will never get over your 1st love i mean it there and it will never leave. and even tho you are with this other guy maybe deep down you want to be with your x. it seams to me that you still have feelings for him even tho you are not on good terms maybe you should talk to write him a letter and ask him if he still feels for you or if its really over?. good luck
love ya
sarah