Why is this so hard?

Well, my boyfriend had a friend who didnt like me so he broke up with me. He said he loved me & I was all he ever wanted. Then one night he decided we were going to hang out with a friend who had came home from the army. We went mudding & we got stuck. Well, they tried to say I was mad & then they were trying to say that I was mad cuz they were taking me home early. I wasnt mad about either of these things so I got pissed because they were saying I was mad when I wasnt. Well, we got in a big old fight & then he wouldnt talk to me. He wouldnt pick up my calls so I stopped calling him & I hadnt called for 2 days when I got a call from his friend saying that I needed to stop calling him because it was over. I told his friend he needed to call him back & tell him he needed to call & tell me himself, but he still hasnt called. I think its stupid he cant call & tell me himself.

Thats not the point the point is he is the one breaking up with me so he should do it not his friend. I am not saying we are still together I am saying he should be a man & call himself to tell me.

Well, he's not a man. So leave it be, don't talk, think or do anything that involves him. Show him you don't care, and you'll come off as more of a mature person.

I have done that so far except for it may look like I dont care, but I still do care about him.

Time will heal, just for now keep pretending.

It happens. get over it. Move on. there are better things out there.