Messed up thoughts

It's just started really recently and I have no idea what's happening but I'll try to explain it: see Im depressed and I have been for over a year (im 13 now) and lately Ive relised my life is good compared to alot of peoples and I feel like I have no reason to want to die. So whenever I say anything to my parents (especially my dad) they just laugh and are like "Whats so messed up in your life? Whay the hell are you so depressed?" and it really hurts me. and I start wishing there was something actually wrong with my life so people wouldn't think I just act depressed for attention. I know its wrong but I cant stop thinking this! It's really bugging me. Don't lecture me on how wrong it is because I know it but I can't help it. I just wan to know if Im alone on this...

You may need medication if you're constantly feeling depressed all of the time for no reason. talk to your doctor.

Wow. I am the exact same age, and I have pretty much the exact same problem. I constantly have suicidal thoughts like ^ said. The one thing that is different between me and you is that I don't tell my parents. I can't talk to them. I know I don't have a bad life compared to some people out there, but I still feel depressed. I don't know what to tell you... just keep going... sorry I'm not more help..

This sounds like me when I was 13. I honestly think it's a lack of love in your enviroment. Do your parents always treat you like that? I use to wanna die all the time and crap like that...then my life got REALLY bad and I seemed fine. I cried alot, but I don't really feel depressed. I think it's the age that your going threw. (I know when someone said that to me when I was younger, and I thought they were full of crap and somehting was seriously wrong with me...but now that I am older I actully think it might be that age thing- your becoming an adult and everything seems so dull.) I dunno...mabe PM me and we could chat about it and I could get to know you better and hey! we might come to a conclusion! (besides...I am only 17! your not much younger so I could relate to your problem!)

JayJ (sorry so long)

Twisted angel PM me also okay!

Hey.
I am the same exact way. And i have been for a while. It really isn't your fault that you are like this. its your mind. you cant control it. I know and understand everything you are saying. There isn't anything wrong with you technically, you just possibly have depression problems. theres not always a reason for it.
If you need to talk or anything message me on here and i will most definitely get back to you.

Its genetic