Taking advantage & getting carried away

So i gotta boyfriend. our relationship is hanging.! like, I know its my fault because i always get carried away with other guys and I sometimes dont consider his feelings 100%. i mean, I do, but not as much as what he feels. Now our relationship is suffering because of me, I started it. All the stuff I used to do to him, he's doing it to me (its not that serious, but still). Just like KARMA.! And to think I react more than how he reacts. NOW i KNOW HOW HE FEELS AND i WONT EVER DO iT AGAiN, iF iM STiLL GON BE WiTH HiM, OR OTHER GUYS [hopefully just him]

-- i really need help with it.
i mean, i need TONS&TONS&TONS of advice on how to make it up to him.
i also need help on how to resist from getting carried away.
iD DO ANYTHiNG, BUY HiM WHATSOEVER
DO WHATSOEVER, SAY WHATSOEVER.
i just wana give the relationship another try.
pleaseee. </33
i love him so much and i dont wana end this cause of my foolishness.

Well, we've been together for 10 months though. This kind of situation already happened. Only it's the other way around, I was the one who ignored him and being inconsiderate while he's the one begging me to stay. Now i act and sound just like him.! I mean, I dont wanna end it. He means a lot to me. We're young, yes, we know. But its love. I just know he's "the one". I'm not exaggerating or something but I just love him like no other. I believe we can work this out, I just don't know how. I want to do something special, I just dont dont know what. </33

I didnt really cheat though.
I just play around too much (he knows)
-- we're used to it. even he plays around, its normal for us --
i just got carried away. but not to the part where i cheated.
plus i dont have to worry about consequences
cause i know i didnt do anything wrong.
we just misunderstood each other.
we're not on the same page.
my boyfriend believes me,
but I just want him to be convinced,
knowing he wont have to worry about it
in future situations.
its all good, but i just wanna make it up to him,
and make it all BETTER, (not just simply okay)