I can't get him outta my head

I don't know what to do with my life.... everything is so screwd up. people talk about what happened between me and another guy... everytime i walked out into the hall they say "hey!! so hows tyler carr?" i try to smile and just laugh it off, but i can't everytime i hear his name i wanna cry. i have second period with him... and that makes it even harder. what i can't seem to understand is why he treats me like crap... doesn't even talk to me anymore cause we got in a really big fight. he had a girlfriend when stuff happend with us, and i didn't even care cause i loved him so much. now i just wish that she would find out so she could break his heart like he broke mine. i don't know what to do. i really need some help on this on... i know what i SHOULD do... but it would be the hardest thing that i would ever have to do in my life.

I'm a bit lost here sweets. What exactly happened between you.

They're talking about you because you probably earned the title, "Homewrecker." He had a girlfriend, and that's a big red flag. People aren't meant to be shared when in a relationship.

Kind of sounds like you had sex with this guy. Or just earned your reputation from the fact you fell into it with him when he cheated. Both of you are wrong, yeah. But people must see it as your fault. Even if it is mutual.

The way i see it is you're young and you've done something you're not proud of.
We all have at some point.
The best thing i think you can do right now is forget him and move on.
He has (so it seems) so i'd place my interests elsewhere and hang out with your friends and try meet someone new.
He hasn't given you any signs that he's dwelling on it so make like him and forget him
Good luck
*Gem*

There's always a good pound with a cinder block.