Why everyone need to say goodbye?---Dian

I have a special friend of my own...edited out (do not put personal names within a thread)was his name... actually his my boyfriend at the present year... his not working right now cause he resign in his work... as S.G in a store near by the school (college school were im enrolled). were just met where he works it's just a simple circumtances despite his on civilian uniform not wearing his S.G. uniform coz shifting with the other S.G there...

i always some stuff there ever since i was a freshman student (still college)... i just met him just last 4 months ago... i guess... but i am not sure cos i didnot so much notice the days go by...

while im buying snacks there... he was just simple walking around... at that moment the radio was on...
then the speaker of the current station they listening... i woman who asking some textmate in phone... then henry almost near close to me... then i said "i want to have a textmate too... " then he show up his cell phone and said "can i get yours? then ill text you..." i got confuse but i give my no.then he give his no.as well... then the story has begone... that nigth almost 9pm... me and mny friend jenny decide to buy food for dinner... then we both join dinner together... henry text me almost 12am he said "were is your dorm is? i am going to go there..." i never think twice i just said the location then as a second... his there... were grtting knowing each other then... then in the middle of early morning maybe it's 2am... my eyes were getting too tired... i ask him to sit near me so that i can lie my head upon it...

then he ask me "what's your saying a while ago?" i don't remember it yet but only that i recall when i said "what's that? ahh that your gay?" the time was so pass i didnot notice what words or action did i did cause i just found my self were kissing of him...

from that moment he was always texting and caring about me... i wonder why... were not really meant to be... but the way we were it seems there were happening something... then now i believe we were meant to be...

a lot of trials came... i almost wants to give it up... and the most worst that in a relationship thart everyone don't want it to happen... the seperation... but its still were still... i mean he still my boo... although were in a long distance relationship right now...

that's the most nightmare for me that moment... when he said goodbye... i almost die!!! but i show i am strong although we shared also tears from my eyes...

i don't understand why such a wonderfull story need to faced such thing like that... despite on that... my parents does not like him... but he is the only one who accept me wholl...

my mind was filleds of thoughts about him... i dont know how to survive... why should be like these? can you tell me why?

Aww, its so sad that he had to leave. but its good that you are strong and are trying to get through it all. my parents dont like my boyfirend, but you shouldnt let that stop you. if youre really in love with this guy, no one elses opinions should matter. do what you feel is right. it sounds like you guys were really close, which is why youre always thinking of him, and you miss him. i think you can get through it if you believe that you can. it might be hard, but eventually you may see each other again. and then you will be glad that you held on.

Yeah but i hope so... i miss him so much... some times when he calls somehow he looks so sad... i feel the way it too... its really hard...

*tear*

Can you tell me why?

I sorry that your having to go through such pain, I know it's hard but look at it this way...the distance, if you both really love eachother, can only make your love stronger =) Maybe thats why he was meant to leave, to make you both stronger and to make your love stronger ^_^ Thats the only thing I can say but it seems thats whats happening for me and my boyfriend ^_^

The best of luck and stay strong ^_^
~*Rhea*~

Thak you guys...

*tear*

i don't know what to say...

its really hard...

but i guest your right...

thank you...

x_x