silent eyes
17 years ago
My problem...i gave 'it' up quite awhile ago and now im suddenly having regrets...i dont get why because i havent before now.. i just feel like i was too young and that im still too young. but i didnt feel this way until today i know i cant change it now so why do i feel like this? |
marilyn marti
17 years ago
I know how u feel, i made the same mistake too..and sumtimes i feel like i should have known better..but hey i cant change things now..i know that the guy i gave it up to doesnt care..so if i keep pitying (did i spell that right?! lol) myself then im just giving him more satisfaction..and I WONT do that anymore..now i know that i have to keep my head straight..i gave away the most precious thing i had..but i know that it will be okay, because one day im going to find someone that truly cares about me and THAT is going to be the person worthy enough to receive that "GIFT" from me..be kind to yourself..i know its hard because sometimes i still cry thinking about it..but i know that i have to be smarter than that..be strong..if u have any questions or wanna chat feel free to mesgg me! i think its always nice to talk to someone u can relate to...take care and best of luck.. |