Do I like my friend in..THAT way?

  • Cheyanne
    19 years ago

    Uhm..I seemed to have gotten real close to my friend and..over time we've been talking about touchy subjects and stuff. *ahem*. well one day she kissed me, I told myself to think nothing of it but..it felt so nice. She kissed me in a way like it was meant to be like that but I don't know. We're so close and I don't knw if what we did was just like real close friend thing or what. But..after that day..I found myself looking at her in a different light. and just..I found myself attracted to her. uhm..oh and..to make it even more weird..we're both girls. Then last night she told me that her New year's resolution was to show those she cared about and loved...that she really loved them. The clock stroke 12:00 and she told me..she told me..that she was attracted to me from the first day we met and that kiss just made her feel so alive. but yeah. she said that and then she told me how she felt all along and I was like "omg" in my head. Then she said I love you and kissed me on the mouth with her sweet lips. We were standing and after she pulled away from the kiss I like fell backward cuz I tripped on some sprinkler. But uhmm..she's waiting for a response and..I don't know what to say. I'm kinda tie touge tied when I tried to say something. It came all so sudden. I don't know. I like her and I care about her very much and since we've been friends so long we have this special bond but also bcuz of that I don't want to ruin our friendship. Can someone help me?

  • Cheyanne
    19 years ago

    lol...anyone?

  • Cheyanne
    19 years ago

    I do..but if something were to happen I don't want to hurt her and/or destroy our friendship. I don't know..maybe we weren't really "just friends"..maybe we were just..in love. I'd never want to do anything to ever cause her any pain. I don't want to lose her.

  • Cheyanne
    19 years ago

    eyy, I remember you. I gave you props. Lol..I'm so weird. But I'll have to give u em' again now. haha. *ahem* anywayz! Uhm, thank you. To both sha and you, Forgotten Bliss. I'm sure I would regret it come to think of it if I don't do something. I'll be sure to talk to her about it and see what she wants. hehe, thank you sooo much! oOoo, now I just gotta get up the nerve. Ay, I get so shy and blush so much! LoL. but she says that's like so cute and I have the cutest dimples. *blushes* yeah. She's so sweet! Okay..I'm gonna do it..yeah. *gets the chills* oOo. okok, I'm still gonna do it. *gives herself a little pep talk* Uhm..wow, now where do I start with the conversation with her. Doh! haha. I could still need to get help with that. but..Thx ya'll!

  • Shædow Poet
    19 years ago

    I agree with everyone else... and if it does not truly work that way, you can still be friends. I know me and my boyfriend have talked about if we broke up, still being friends, and we both would want to. If you're concerned, just talk to her about it, and good luck with it!

  • Cheyanne
    19 years ago

    Thanks a whole bunch you all. Even with so much reassurances it's always a little nerve recking to tell someone who you really care about how much you truly do. God, I love her. But I don't want to scare her off or anything. lol..I worry a lot. I'm gonna tell her tomorrow, so any tips before sunday night is all good for me. lol. Like where to start with telling her and asking...yea. after that I could tell ya'll what happened. so..cross ur fingers or just...wish me luck. lol..I may need it. I'm so nervous..and I'm not even next to her. How itz gonna be when I'm there..*whew* man I'll be shaking. hah. But I know I'm gonna do this. yeah. I can't thank you enough everyone. Just...THANK YOU! REALLY! Ya'll could've just helped me start something new and beautiful. =) Thank you every1, so much.

  • Shædow Poet
    19 years ago

    I wish you luck :)

  • Jackie Bilson
    19 years ago

    Yeah, I think you should do what you want to do. But keep in mind, you're still fourteen and a lot of people are still unsure of who they are at that age. I mean, I'm almost 16 and I still don't know who I am. Good luck, and I hope you're happy with whatever choice you make!

  • Cheyanne
    19 years ago

    uhm...wow. Well, I got some news! Heehee. We're together!! Omg. =) I'm soo happy! I was totally nervous when I told her! lol. But I just decided to let my heart guide me. It's so...I don't know. Like there's just something about her, something about her. I don't know. She's beautiful, great sense of humor, doesn't mind what ppl think of her really, is smart too..but that's not it. It's just something about her that I can't explain. haha...I'm making no sense over here. oh well. But yeah! She and I are together at long last. hehe, I can't stop smiling! LoL!

  • Cheyanne
    19 years ago

    oh, and if she were a boy and I liked her in that same way then I'd still try to tell..her. err..I mean him. or w/e. lol. the gender wouldn't matter. We were best friendz and I was fearful that maybe if we become more than just friendz that I'll ruin our friendship if anything were to happen. I'd still be nervous telling how I felt. In other words...if she were a guy I would still try to tell how I felt. -k

  • Shædow Poet
    19 years ago

    Aw! Congrats! :) I hope you both are extremely happy for a long time.

  • Cheyanne
    19 years ago

    I know. LoL, I told her. We couldn't be more happy. I just don't wann jynx it. I love her, and have had feelings for her since that day she kissed me just out of the blue. She's a good kisser. Mmm, yeah. *ahem* anywayz! LoL! It's like we're still friends but with an extra closeness bond. and we don't feel uncomfortable around each other bcuz we're already accustumed with each other since we we friendz 1st. We tell each other everything and just...it's perfect. omg, and when I hold her in my arms...she's really holding me. lol. this must make no sense to any of you. but I appreciate all of your advise. You all played a part in the help of starting something so beautiful with me and her. :) Thank you, thank you all so much! Oh and an extra thx for those who wished me goodluck.
    I can't thank you all enough! =)

    P.S. I Love You Auliya! *the girl we've been talking about* hehe. I love her so much.