Well, i miss him

Hes the only good thing in my life. serously. and when he doesnt pay attention to me i miss him. its sad to think that when i loose him ill lose my best friend and we wont ever talk again.

Good, a post from someone else like me. my love...my life...my friend...he's left me, and though he says he's taking me back, he won't tell me when, he only says that "he wants to be single a while", even though he made me so many promises, along with promising to fix my heart and not break it. i'm still not sure whether or not I'm going to get him back, because he says something to make me think something different everyday. me and my heart and my sould and my mind are so confused, we don't know what to think. and, yes, sad to think that if he does leave me, aside from losing everything we ever had, any confidence or self-esteem he ever gave me, and any hope of ever being cared for, i'll also lose him completely because i'll never be friends with him after this.

god. i'm so pathetic...and in so much pain.