Friends or not.

Iv never really considered my friends to be my friends well not resently any ways...
Im very accident prone, and recently i managed to fall over while standing still (i know weird) and basicly grazed my knee and every one knows even little cuts kill! and basicly when i was making a joke of how i had to walk up the stairs because of the pain, my two closest friends looked at each other and mimed i told you. Now i know its only little but i know when my friends talk behind my back and what there talking about even when im out of ear shot, and its now really starting to bug me, every time im around them i feel i have to be careful what i say or ill be juged like i have rather recently. Im already sufferening from depression but i find even when im happy while im talking to my mates i just cant help but feel down and basicly i dont feel like staying in the same room as them and make an exsuse to leave, were again they move so closly together and then laugh that i cant help but think what where they just saying...

I know its a silly little thing but its really getting on my nerves its been going on since my best mate left and then came back half a year later.